weekends should be for relaxing...
... but I don't feel refreshed enough to return to school tomorrow. I feel like I've got a lot to do and a lot to think about.
I need to get one more reccomendation and my half-year grades into Mount Holyoke before I'm totally set with them. I hope more than anything that I can get in, though I know I won't; I'm really looking forward to starting anew next year. a lot. I'd like to do it somewhere I'll be proud to be in, where I can challenge myself and grow and meet people more like me. I've already expressed my desire to make new friends, and I think I'll have a better chance of doing that somewhere where I am surrounded by others of my intelligence level and similar work ethic.
I surprise myself by how little I am considering getting rid of this journal; any sane person with as many real entries as I have and as few comments as I do would tire of this, but I can't really bring myself to delete it.
on an entirely different note, knowing that Smashing Pumpkins is getting back together and making a new album makes me so crazyhappy. of course, the radio deejays are mad now because they can't pronounce the German name of the album.
I need to get one more reccomendation and my half-year grades into Mount Holyoke before I'm totally set with them. I hope more than anything that I can get in, though I know I won't; I'm really looking forward to starting anew next year. a lot. I'd like to do it somewhere I'll be proud to be in, where I can challenge myself and grow and meet people more like me. I've already expressed my desire to make new friends, and I think I'll have a better chance of doing that somewhere where I am surrounded by others of my intelligence level and similar work ethic.
I surprise myself by how little I am considering getting rid of this journal; any sane person with as many real entries as I have and as few comments as I do would tire of this, but I can't really bring myself to delete it.
on an entirely different note, knowing that Smashing Pumpkins is getting back together and making a new album makes me so crazyhappy. of course, the radio deejays are mad now because they can't pronounce the German name of the album.