Drama Llama - FUDGESTICKS!
Wellllll.....
I JUST SPENT NEARLY AN HOUR ON THE PHONE TO THE BANK. I HATE THEM ALL. I rang up to ask why I was frozen out of my internet banking and she then DID HER MAGIC ON ME AND I SPENT 29 MINUTES ON THE PHONE WITH HER! WTF? THEN ANOTHER 20 MINS OR SO WITH THE RIGHT NUMBER ... ARGH!
No, I don't want that account, I'M HAPPY WITH MINE, IF I COULD FUDGING SEE IT. STOP WITH ALL YOUR BANKING JARGON, I DON'T KNOW SHIT AND YOURE MAKING ME FEEL REALLY STOOPID.
I hate how dumb I am with numbers. I'm horrifically numerous-dyslexic and the THOUGHT of numbers and codes and just all these PHRASES thrown at me, SCARES ME SHITLESS.
I am in such a foul mood, I really am. I hate being made to feel stupid and I am sooo out of my depth with banking stuff and it makes me all EMOZ because I rely SO heavily on my parents to sort stuff out like that. I ring my father up and get him to go through bank stuff with me or my mother- I mean, I SHOULD KNOW, I'M 24 YEARS OLD, but I don't and just :(
I saw Awake last night. My father refuses to watch it- because, well for those who don't know, he's a Consultant Anaesthetist and he'd just pick it apart. I took my father to work today - TO BE KIND AND A FAVOUR- since we both work there and on the way home I had some random crap that my brother gave me and one song says
I WANT TO SIT ON YOUR FACE. I WANT TO SIT ON YOUR FACE.... FUCK FUCK FUCK, I WANT TO SIT ON YOUR FACE.
Yeah, why hai thur dad, LIKE MY MUSIC?
I just gripped the steering wheel and gritted my teeth through it. Dad didnt say anything but inside I was half dying half laughing. I didn't want to be a spaz and like JUMP to the Ipod and skip it because it would be TOO obvious, y'know?
I don't know if I will be around for the next few days, I'm just feeling so bitter towards so many things at the moment and I usually keep quiet on my journal about fandom, but seriously, a bunch of you need a fucking slap.
On a brighter note. Bones airs again tonight and... I uh, won a beauty make over prize. I get to get my hair and make up done and get some free photos 0_o
*hand jives off of here for a breather*
P.S I HAD SEX WITH JENSEN LAST NIGHT
I forgot to say, I was heavily pregnant 0_o... and he really got off on it.
THE AMOUNT OF TIMES JENSEN AND I (Jared occasionally) HAVE SEX in my dreams, it's like I practically date him.... OMGERZ WHAT IF WE WERE LIKE... A COUPLE IN DREAMLAND? OMG, JENSEN ACKLES IS SEXUALLY ABUSING ME , L'DREAMLAND. OMGERZZ..... SOMEONE CALL CHILDLINE!!!
If that was possible I'd be scared for my life. I do not want a physic connection with Mr Jensen R Ackles subconcious thankyoooo.
I JUST SPENT NEARLY AN HOUR ON THE PHONE TO THE BANK. I HATE THEM ALL. I rang up to ask why I was frozen out of my internet banking and she then DID HER MAGIC ON ME AND I SPENT 29 MINUTES ON THE PHONE WITH HER! WTF? THEN ANOTHER 20 MINS OR SO WITH THE RIGHT NUMBER ... ARGH!
No, I don't want that account, I'M HAPPY WITH MINE, IF I COULD FUDGING SEE IT. STOP WITH ALL YOUR BANKING JARGON, I DON'T KNOW SHIT AND YOURE MAKING ME FEEL REALLY STOOPID.
I hate how dumb I am with numbers. I'm horrifically numerous-dyslexic and the THOUGHT of numbers and codes and just all these PHRASES thrown at me, SCARES ME SHITLESS.
I am in such a foul mood, I really am. I hate being made to feel stupid and I am sooo out of my depth with banking stuff and it makes me all EMOZ because I rely SO heavily on my parents to sort stuff out like that. I ring my father up and get him to go through bank stuff with me or my mother- I mean, I SHOULD KNOW, I'M 24 YEARS OLD, but I don't and just :(
I saw Awake last night. My father refuses to watch it- because, well for those who don't know, he's a Consultant Anaesthetist and he'd just pick it apart. I took my father to work today - TO BE KIND AND A FAVOUR- since we both work there and on the way home I had some random crap that my brother gave me and one song says
I WANT TO SIT ON YOUR FACE. I WANT TO SIT ON YOUR FACE.... FUCK FUCK FUCK, I WANT TO SIT ON YOUR FACE.
Yeah, why hai thur dad, LIKE MY MUSIC?
I just gripped the steering wheel and gritted my teeth through it. Dad didnt say anything but inside I was half dying half laughing. I didn't want to be a spaz and like JUMP to the Ipod and skip it because it would be TOO obvious, y'know?
I don't know if I will be around for the next few days, I'm just feeling so bitter towards so many things at the moment and I usually keep quiet on my journal about fandom, but seriously, a bunch of you need a fucking slap.
On a brighter note. Bones airs again tonight and... I uh, won a beauty make over prize. I get to get my hair and make up done and get some free photos 0_o
*hand jives off of here for a breather*
P.S I HAD SEX WITH JENSEN LAST NIGHT
I forgot to say, I was heavily pregnant 0_o... and he really got off on it.
THE AMOUNT OF TIMES JENSEN AND I (Jared occasionally) HAVE SEX in my dreams, it's like I practically date him.... OMGERZ WHAT IF WE WERE LIKE... A COUPLE IN DREAMLAND? OMG, JENSEN ACKLES IS SEXUALLY ABUSING ME , L'DREAMLAND. OMGERZZ..... SOMEONE CALL CHILDLINE!!!
If that was possible I'd be scared for my life. I do not want a physic connection with Mr Jensen R Ackles subconcious thankyoooo.