Maybe I should turn it up a little bit more...
So...Life is decent =)
The 2006 Fall semester is over...That makes me happy =) I have a month to try to get this urge to be a bum and do nothing out of my system...I don't know what's wrong with me...I want that same drive I had in early High School and it's just totally not there...
But onto bigger and better things...The last week has been a little weird...I've been working a little bit, shopping and wrapping here and there, and Elaina has pretty much lived with me for the past week. Her heat kinda stopped working so she came here for a hot shower and even hotter sleeovers...Which actually weren't that hot since they usually consisted of eating and/or drinking too much for our own good and laying on my couches in the den watching absolutely useless television...
I wouldn't have it any other way...
Anyway...Tonight was pretty fulfilling...And so was the day I guess...Bran and I went to Verizon to get my mom a wireless headset thing...And it just took way to freaking long and the lady there somehow pisses me off more than almost anyone else I know...yet at the same time...could probably talk me into just about anything...and I have no idea why...
Then we attempted to go foodshopping at Fairway which actually ended up being a big disaster...And way too much stress...So we got out asses out of there ...And figured that at 5 o'clock three days before x-mas anyplace was going to be absolutely mobbed...So we decided to wait until midnight...
So inbetween then I went with Jody to her "After Christmas Library Party" which really just consisted of about five of us sitting at a table drinking in Who-ville...Gross...Haha...But it really wasn't all that bad...I actually had some fun! Well...Once I got drunk atleast...
Let's see...A rum and coke...Some kind of shot...A screwdriver...and Two Cosmos...That equals a drunk Rachel...LoL...So we stumbled out of there around 11...and then me, my mom, Jody, and my brother went foodshopping as planned...
I was pretty trashed most of the time...But...I sobered up once we got back home...And I did manage to stay somewhat tolerable while we were in the supermarket...Though there was a few stupid stumbly moments...Okay more than a few lol....Then we came home...cooked up some food...and I started baking because it's fun LoL
Anyway...Tommorow we WERE going to see The Body Exhibit...I'm not 100% sure what it is...But it has something to do with like...real cadavers in athetic form and you can see their insides...It's art and sciency fun and we were going to go with Christine, Carlone, Jess and her new boyfriend...It's going to rain tommorow anyway so Jody and I weren't sure if we wanted to go...
But last night at 1 am I called Anthony and asked him when he needed me to work for him today...Since Im a really good friend/co-worker I've been working all week to help out Madeline and to help Anthony because he hasn't gotten any of his shopping done...So whatever I had nothing to do today...I told him I'd work...
Then he goes.."Oh I don't need you to work on Friday for me but..." and then this obnixious laugh..."Can you like work Saturday for me..." So I'm laying on my couch about to fall asleep and I'm like...What time..3-9...And then Elaina reminded me that we had an xmas party so I was like Oh I dont think so I have a party...so hes like "OH another one" and he was just pushing it so much...Like...Oh it's only 3-9 blah blah and I was like...yeah but it starts at like...530...So then he's like...Okay then can you just work 3-530...
So since I was on the spot and blah blah I was like fine fine sure sure...Then today Jody reminded me about the whole city thing...And I really wanted to go...So I texted Anthony to tell him that I actually couldn't work for him...And I had told him that I probably had something to do Saturday and just couldn't remember at the moment...So then He writes back "I already told Madeline and she put it in the schedule..."
Now minus the fact that I'm already drunk and sitting at a bar...I was SO pissed off at him...Like...SO mad...I had to stop myself from calling him and telling him I'm sick of his bullshit and that I wasn't going to let him screw me back and forth like some kind of blow up doll lol...but I held back and first tried to make him un-do it because I never really told him I could work for him...I told him I'd call him the next day when I knew...And it really pissed me off because I few months ago I REALLY REALLY REALLY needed someone to work for me so I could go to RI for my cousins wedding and he was like...the only one who had off and he wouldn't do it for me..
So I told him I was done doing favors...and tried to be as nasty and sarcastic as you can be over a text message lol...Im sober now and still really pissed off...And it's going to be awkward when I see him tommorow but I don't care...I'm going to try to remain as bitchy and angry as possible...Because it is bullshit..
It'd be one thing if we just worked together...But we were supposed to be friends...I thought I only associated with really freaking cool people who weren't dicks...I was almost considering him a really good friend...Like the type you'd do anything for...Fuuuuuck that...LoL
I can't let this get me down..Christmas is two days away...I should be happy and Merry...and ...shit..LoL
xoxo
The 2006 Fall semester is over...That makes me happy =) I have a month to try to get this urge to be a bum and do nothing out of my system...I don't know what's wrong with me...I want that same drive I had in early High School and it's just totally not there...
But onto bigger and better things...The last week has been a little weird...I've been working a little bit, shopping and wrapping here and there, and Elaina has pretty much lived with me for the past week. Her heat kinda stopped working so she came here for a hot shower and even hotter sleeovers...Which actually weren't that hot since they usually consisted of eating and/or drinking too much for our own good and laying on my couches in the den watching absolutely useless television...
I wouldn't have it any other way...
Anyway...Tonight was pretty fulfilling...And so was the day I guess...Bran and I went to Verizon to get my mom a wireless headset thing...And it just took way to freaking long and the lady there somehow pisses me off more than almost anyone else I know...yet at the same time...could probably talk me into just about anything...and I have no idea why...
Then we attempted to go foodshopping at Fairway which actually ended up being a big disaster...And way too much stress...So we got out asses out of there ...And figured that at 5 o'clock three days before x-mas anyplace was going to be absolutely mobbed...So we decided to wait until midnight...
So inbetween then I went with Jody to her "After Christmas Library Party" which really just consisted of about five of us sitting at a table drinking in Who-ville...Gross...Haha...But it really wasn't all that bad...I actually had some fun! Well...Once I got drunk atleast...
Let's see...A rum and coke...Some kind of shot...A screwdriver...and Two Cosmos...That equals a drunk Rachel...LoL...So we stumbled out of there around 11...and then me, my mom, Jody, and my brother went foodshopping as planned...
I was pretty trashed most of the time...But...I sobered up once we got back home...And I did manage to stay somewhat tolerable while we were in the supermarket...Though there was a few stupid stumbly moments...Okay more than a few lol....Then we came home...cooked up some food...and I started baking because it's fun LoL
Anyway...Tommorow we WERE going to see The Body Exhibit...I'm not 100% sure what it is...But it has something to do with like...real cadavers in athetic form and you can see their insides...It's art and sciency fun and we were going to go with Christine, Carlone, Jess and her new boyfriend...It's going to rain tommorow anyway so Jody and I weren't sure if we wanted to go...
But last night at 1 am I called Anthony and asked him when he needed me to work for him today...Since Im a really good friend/co-worker I've been working all week to help out Madeline and to help Anthony because he hasn't gotten any of his shopping done...So whatever I had nothing to do today...I told him I'd work...
Then he goes.."Oh I don't need you to work on Friday for me but..." and then this obnixious laugh..."Can you like work Saturday for me..." So I'm laying on my couch about to fall asleep and I'm like...What time..3-9...And then Elaina reminded me that we had an xmas party so I was like Oh I dont think so I have a party...so hes like "OH another one" and he was just pushing it so much...Like...Oh it's only 3-9 blah blah and I was like...yeah but it starts at like...530...So then he's like...Okay then can you just work 3-530...
So since I was on the spot and blah blah I was like fine fine sure sure...Then today Jody reminded me about the whole city thing...And I really wanted to go...So I texted Anthony to tell him that I actually couldn't work for him...And I had told him that I probably had something to do Saturday and just couldn't remember at the moment...So then He writes back "I already told Madeline and she put it in the schedule..."
Now minus the fact that I'm already drunk and sitting at a bar...I was SO pissed off at him...Like...SO mad...I had to stop myself from calling him and telling him I'm sick of his bullshit and that I wasn't going to let him screw me back and forth like some kind of blow up doll lol...but I held back and first tried to make him un-do it because I never really told him I could work for him...I told him I'd call him the next day when I knew...And it really pissed me off because I few months ago I REALLY REALLY REALLY needed someone to work for me so I could go to RI for my cousins wedding and he was like...the only one who had off and he wouldn't do it for me..
So I told him I was done doing favors...and tried to be as nasty and sarcastic as you can be over a text message lol...Im sober now and still really pissed off...And it's going to be awkward when I see him tommorow but I don't care...I'm going to try to remain as bitchy and angry as possible...Because it is bullshit..
It'd be one thing if we just worked together...But we were supposed to be friends...I thought I only associated with really freaking cool people who weren't dicks...I was almost considering him a really good friend...Like the type you'd do anything for...Fuuuuuck that...LoL
I can't let this get me down..Christmas is two days away...I should be happy and Merry...and ...shit..LoL
xoxo