Aug 02, 2013 15:54
I had a humiliating review
with my supervisor, observed by HR
yesterday. My skin is still burning.
I feel gaslit. Railroaded.
And sad. I am still a bit in shock.
I knew it was going to be bad, I just didn't
realize how it would feel in the moment.
I had a long chat with Theresa, who talked about
how, when the bad outweighs the good, it is
definitely time to go, or to shift my life,
or find something generally less stressful for awhile.
A colleague here said I should not be behind a desk, that
I am friendly, outgoing, and have a good disposition for working with people,
like in a Circulation job. Or a coffee shop.I feel like picking up
something less traumatizing, like making coffee for people
& looking at school again.