Comments | neonpinkcross: honesty...for a change of scene

neonpinkcross

honesty...for a change of scene

Jan 04, 2005 17:29

huh...deciding on a username for livejournal should not be this difficult. i just want one i won't get sick of. i always get really sick of my usernames really quick. i want something with "puck" or "sprite" not sure why...i just like that play. i think i'm reading to deeply into myself. like i've written before, i'm tired of being so fake and ( Read more... )

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good idea abhjuggalo January 4 2005, 15:07:29 UTC

good idea, u better not hurt my feelings in it! haha

PeAcE!?!?

Re: good idea neonpinkcross January 4 2005, 16:07:55 UTC

lol, i'll sure try kiddo.

anonymous January 4 2005, 15:36:12 UTC

We're on the same page, moose. I know what you're talking about because I feel the same way quite often. It's frustrating, but at the same time I think that it makes us stronger people in the end, you know what I mean? Look at it this way: The "pretty" people who have it made at school, you know the ones that will always fit in no matter where they are, the people who turn heads when they're walking through Target, and who have guys come up to them at school football games asking for their numbers... they're insecure- just like you and me, they just are constantly having people boost their egos. They don't have to worry about caring what other people think about them because they have people who want to BE them. You see what I'm saying ( ... )

neonpinkcross January 4 2005, 16:18:07 UTC

i dont think you quite understand. i have to change because who i m now isn't the real me, maybe part of me but not the whole thing. how do you know you LOVE me for who i am if you dont even know who i really am...i don't even know who i really am. but i know i LOVE you, and i know your my best friend

awhisperoftruth January 4 2005, 16:57:28 UTC

Good luck Nikki. I'm always here to support you.

neonpinkcross January 5 2005, 15:26:07 UTC

thanks

awhisperoftruth January 4 2005, 17:28:29 UTC

Oooh my gosh. "Puck" in German means "packed" and "sprite" in German means "gasses." So I think your new username should totally be packed_gasses. That's my vote. PSHYA!

neonpinkcross January 5 2005, 15:27:06 UTC

no no, i do not belomg in a suit case and i did not originate in your bum. sorry LOVE

anonymous January 4 2005, 18:52:34 UTC

Since we are just getting to know eachother, I guess I really don't know a whole lot about you. Though from what I do know, I know I want to get to know you better and become closer friends with you. You're a beautiful person inside and outside, Nikki. Though as hypicritical as it is for me to say this, your heart is what matters, not your apperance. You, Nikki, have a beautiful heart and if I never know anything more about you, I will know that no matter how many different masks you think you are putting on, your heart will always show through- and that's why people love you.

-Alisha

neonpinkcross January 5 2005, 15:21:10 UTC

wow, that actually made me cry. I LOVE you. u really are a great friend and one of the few that supports my decissions.

anonymous January 6 2005, 15:50:02 UTC

I love you too, Nikki. You know I'm always here to talk or listen, support you, empathize, or try to help you in anyway. I'm lucky to know you.

-Alisha