update
Hi all been in the hospital a week :-( Not a fun thing but guess the morphine helped that one some lol.No clear answers as of yet just palops on colon removed (waiting on biopsy) and there is scar tissue on colon still dont know how as no surgeries ever there. Of course russ was an ass whole time there and being home now is ughhhhhhh I just layed down slept and ignored the mess that he will clean one way or another tomorrow after work. dr is putting me back on ulcer meds again to much stress in my life again.....russ acts like its nothing doesnt get the fact he is a big cause of it all.
It is defienately over and I know it he wont face it again thinks im the problem....
the mental abuse is not good. crap in the week I was in hospital he wouldnt even bring the mail up to me. just very frustrated needless to say.
Not to much more is going on other than stress is killing my body dang.
I just hope I can hang in there a few moe months to pay things down at least.
Well guess its back to couch for me some more rest at least I can sleep at home better.
I am so sick of hearing him say he works and i do jack crap....and part of the time my unemployement is more than he makes . had to give him cash i had and debit card when i went in hospital and we are still trying to figure out how he spent what he did and didnt even work tues wens (so not on lunch)...then complains to me about money lol.if he had filled gas tank or something could understand better but he didnt has nothing to show for 65.00 cash he spent in those few days. makes it hard on me as Im the one who has to pay the bills and figure where money is coming and going from.
Kris threw a fit with him over the money too so it wasnt just me lol. he just blowws it off of course.
his only response is maybe theres some at home yeah right.
Oh well just another set back of course. He gets what he wants no matter what but he didnt want me coming home wanted me to stay at hospital but he didnt get that either lol.
he liked not having to clean or someone on him to do what normal people do.......take resp for themselves.
A friend of the kids tonight asked and how old is he lol.
Crap i was getting up shutting door behind him and im the one who just got out of hospital.
alright enough with my bitching I got my self in this mess again i have to get out of it.
have a great day everyone hugs.
It is defienately over and I know it he wont face it again thinks im the problem....
the mental abuse is not good. crap in the week I was in hospital he wouldnt even bring the mail up to me. just very frustrated needless to say.
Not to much more is going on other than stress is killing my body dang.
I just hope I can hang in there a few moe months to pay things down at least.
Well guess its back to couch for me some more rest at least I can sleep at home better.
I am so sick of hearing him say he works and i do jack crap....and part of the time my unemployement is more than he makes . had to give him cash i had and debit card when i went in hospital and we are still trying to figure out how he spent what he did and didnt even work tues wens (so not on lunch)...then complains to me about money lol.if he had filled gas tank or something could understand better but he didnt has nothing to show for 65.00 cash he spent in those few days. makes it hard on me as Im the one who has to pay the bills and figure where money is coming and going from.
Kris threw a fit with him over the money too so it wasnt just me lol. he just blowws it off of course.
his only response is maybe theres some at home yeah right.
Oh well just another set back of course. He gets what he wants no matter what but he didnt want me coming home wanted me to stay at hospital but he didnt get that either lol.
he liked not having to clean or someone on him to do what normal people do.......take resp for themselves.
A friend of the kids tonight asked and how old is he lol.
Crap i was getting up shutting door behind him and im the one who just got out of hospital.
alright enough with my bitching I got my self in this mess again i have to get out of it.
have a great day everyone hugs.