SIMP!

Jan 08, 2021 02:34

Hello, LJ.

I have no idea where or how the word simp came to be, and quite likely I don't care. What I do care though is its meaning. It sucks.

I just bought a bouquet of flowers with a stuff teddy and a chocolate for someone. That person is not someone I’m currently courting or seeing, but now I don’t know anymore. I just wanted to see her smile back, and thought those might help. Well it did, but was short lived. Now I don’t want to do how to get that smile back. Why am I trying to get that smile? ‘Cause I’m a simp. Maybe I just wanted to be lucky with her if you know what I mean, but I don’t know anymore. I don’t want to fish on two rivers but it kinda is turning to be like one which is heavily stressing me out.

Some says, this is practically normal. I’m not tied and have all the liberty to fish anywhere. But others counter that, while you have the luxury you will achieve the bare minimum of fishes if not nothing at all.

I just wish these feelings are properly reciprocated. Until then, it’s a whole world of pain.

rawr, hmm, life, musings

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