Jet lagged
There was once a time when I almost knew everyone at the school's cafeteria, those days over. I've been reminiscing a lot of stuff lately for some reason. I can't seem to pinpoint why. I used to know when the skip-train would arrived, used to visit the school's library to use it as a hang-out place and like borrowed a book not twice nor thrice but for almost half a month, I guess those days are just in the past huh? It makes me wonder how it would be like to miss college once it's all over, assuming that it will. It was different in high school where I was in an exclusive for boys school, where there were uniforms and one section and classmates for the rest of the year. College was sure different.
I was asking myself when did everything change only to find an answer so complex I didn't bother to understand it. Change is apparent in our lives that it's so right there you tend to miss it out. Much like Facebook's new user interface that's just like scrapped of from Google+ with new bang in it, it could happen overnight. I'm not saying I hate it. But much of the time I spend alone and thinking to myself these days are about these topics. Does this mean something? I know I'm way overdue, but I'm not the only in this situation. I wonder how does the others treat it.
Aya was teasing Gerard earlier about a girl he denies about having any affection with. I was there to intensify the tease. What she told Gerard, You might only like her now, but you still like her like her or somewhere along those lines somewhat resounded in me. Not only the line contain a phrase from a childhood memory cartoon, but it reminded me about someone for sure. To top it off, after telling Gerard that he should just pick one from the girls, she told me to get one. You should just pick one Gerard! And you, you should have one. She meant to say to finally have a girlfriend. But I'm jet-lagged.
Yes, this earned a separate entry for that. I had dodge a few bullets already(really) and as much as I wanted to, I'd rather focus more on what I can do for the time being. One thing I learned from all that ruckus was, rushing it ain't worth it. 'Sides, if you let her go, then you didn't probably(rather actually) never loved her, which I tend to do always the moment someone arrives. Yeah.
I was asking myself when did everything change only to find an answer so complex I didn't bother to understand it. Change is apparent in our lives that it's so right there you tend to miss it out. Much like Facebook's new user interface that's just like scrapped of from Google+ with new bang in it, it could happen overnight. I'm not saying I hate it. But much of the time I spend alone and thinking to myself these days are about these topics. Does this mean something? I know I'm way overdue, but I'm not the only in this situation. I wonder how does the others treat it.
Aya was teasing Gerard earlier about a girl he denies about having any affection with. I was there to intensify the tease. What she told Gerard, You might only like her now, but you still like her like her or somewhere along those lines somewhat resounded in me. Not only the line contain a phrase from a childhood memory cartoon, but it reminded me about someone for sure. To top it off, after telling Gerard that he should just pick one from the girls, she told me to get one. You should just pick one Gerard! And you, you should have one. She meant to say to finally have a girlfriend. But I'm jet-lagged.
Yes, this earned a separate entry for that. I had dodge a few bullets already(really) and as much as I wanted to, I'd rather focus more on what I can do for the time being. One thing I learned from all that ruckus was, rushing it ain't worth it. 'Sides, if you let her go, then you didn't probably(rather actually) never loved her, which I tend to do always the moment someone arrives. Yeah.