I'm going nucking futs here!
It's come to my attention that without some sort of project in my life, I go bat s**t crazy. I'm on this lj community calledsteamfashion and seeing all the beautful stuff they'd come up with for their personnas made me want to do one too, so I drew something up. I'll have to give you the link because for some reason putting the thing up on the insert image caption just doesn't seem to work on me www.genkigoth.deviantart.com/#/d2riqmh
But this took me almost a solid week. But it was gooood. It was a great feeling waking up thinking "man I need to get that thing done" and as much as it hurt my eyes at times, it was real great having something to work on for long hours, especially since this is one of my first non-school related projects. When the piece was done, it was such a satisfying feeling! What a sense of accomplishment! It was like, "f**k yeah! I got this done!!" and then that feeling slowly went away and was replaced with "well, damn...what do I do now??" And I've been feeling that way for quite a few days now. I've tried to put up commission posts on DA, but no one's really going for it. I did get one though, (a small card size one worth 5 bucks) and that was great! And it was the same thing; I went to my desk with this awesome feeling of getting something done, I get it done, and then I want to move on something else....but there's no "something else" to do! And it SUCKS! *sob*
I want a project. I want to do art that's not just for me. I want to have something productive to do with my day, something that I can sit and talk about with Dee Jay when he gets home from work. I want to contribute to the bills and groceries and things that we need around the house. I hate being home with nothing to do. I can only clean this place so much before even that starts to drive me crazy.
What do I do?? ARRRRGGGH!
But this took me almost a solid week. But it was gooood. It was a great feeling waking up thinking "man I need to get that thing done" and as much as it hurt my eyes at times, it was real great having something to work on for long hours, especially since this is one of my first non-school related projects. When the piece was done, it was such a satisfying feeling! What a sense of accomplishment! It was like, "f**k yeah! I got this done!!" and then that feeling slowly went away and was replaced with "well, damn...what do I do now??" And I've been feeling that way for quite a few days now. I've tried to put up commission posts on DA, but no one's really going for it. I did get one though, (a small card size one worth 5 bucks) and that was great! And it was the same thing; I went to my desk with this awesome feeling of getting something done, I get it done, and then I want to move on something else....but there's no "something else" to do! And it SUCKS! *sob*
I want a project. I want to do art that's not just for me. I want to have something productive to do with my day, something that I can sit and talk about with Dee Jay when he gets home from work. I want to contribute to the bills and groceries and things that we need around the house. I hate being home with nothing to do. I can only clean this place so much before even that starts to drive me crazy.
What do I do?? ARRRRGGGH!