Cruel Intentions

[neo_rufus]

I must say, I was expecting new surprises from this New Year, but not like this. I don't know if it is me, but my life has all of a sudden become some kind of comedy/romance movie, lol. Anyway, you might recall from my last entry that I once began to like this girl by the name of Serena and as I was about to kiss her, but my friend Justin

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[neo_rufus]

Oh trust me that was no rumor. I still remember how that story was in the news for a week. I understand how girls are pressured into having sex and are called names because they don't. If that is the case, then Serena must have had allot of pressure. Either that, or something to prove...she did prove one thing though, how nasty she is! I'm finding it hard to believe I almost got involved with somebody like that.

Ok, perhaps my comment I made to him was a tad harsh, but you might not think that if I decided to post the rest of the conversation. Regardless, I did apologize to him for what I said. It was just the timing of everything. He really chose a bad time to tell me that. That's like I'm grieving over the death of a friend, then another friend asks me for 5 bucks. I could have taken Justin's news a whole lot better if he told me when I wasn't upset. In fact, I was hanging out with him today, and everything seemed to be back to normal.

I just want everybody to understand that I have no hatred for gays what so ever. As I mentioned before, I have a few friends who are gay and one of my best friends is gay. All I am stressing is that I would never get involved in gay sex, even if one of my friends was sexually confused and asked me to do something with him, I just couldn't. Perhaps if it was a life and death situation, then fine...other then that, I'm not. I'm not saying my friends want me to, just laying that on the table and I mean no disrespect to anybody.

I am hanging in there, in fact on Thursday I am going fishing for the whole day, alone. I just have plenty of thinking to do.

Nice hearing from you, by the way. :)