Mother of the Fallen...

[neo_rufus]

Forgive me this might not sound like me, but I had a very bad day today. But that's another story. As I was walking to the Bermuda College Student Hall I ran into the mother of the best friend of the late Shellee Smith. If you recall she sadly passed away on September 23, 2005. Anyway the mother asked me how I was doing and what not...and we had a few laughs. But then she went on saying that Shellee's mother would like to speak with me. Apparently my name poped up in a conversation, and she wants to hear how I am doing. With that said we exchanged goodbyes, and she was gone. But how am I going to speak with Shellee's mother...I mean what do I say? Not to mention I had no idea the mother even knew me that well...let alone ask about little old me. This might be one of the most toughest things I have had to do all year. I find it interesting...I was awsome friends with Shellee...but never had the pleasure to properly meet her mother. I saw once at a picnic...but I wasn't in yelling distance. The last time I saw her was at her duaghters funeral...she was completly devistated. It's been less then two months since her passing, and I'm surprised I croosed her mind. I have to make the call...but feel as though I'm being held back. I will make it before this week is out...but wht do I say? I need advice...time is running out!

But besides all of this...I want to thank Shellee for what she has done for me. Shellee you have...

1.) Taught me a new meaning in life.

2.) To tell those who are close to you how much you care. while your still alive..cause you never know.

3.) Helped me discover my long lost best friend...I pray we will remain close.

4.) More importanly...to love me, and never EVER quit.

Here is Shellee's favorite quote "I can do ALL things through Chirst who strengthens me."

Shellee Keshia Smith August 15, 1987 - September 23, 2005

Love you allways and forever!