[drabble] Truth
Title: Truth
Pairing: RyoxKame
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance
Summary: The truth I'll tell, I'll tell the truth, Sixteen on a summer roof, You ask for the facts, Well I'll give you proof, Here's the truth
Word Count: 1, 017
Disclaimer: I don't think I own them
Beta: piperr0919 thank you dearie ♥
A/N: Dedicated for
peace_l0v3 for being my RyoKame muse ♥ and also for ohryouchipi that wanted a sequel for Strange and Beautiful in Kame's POV and this is also done for the_audio_mess inspired by the song 'My radio (FM mix)' by Stars.
Kame opened his eyes and groaned, feeling the aching in his head and on his back.
“I shouldn’t have drunk that much last night,” he muttered under his breath and his heart practically stopped when he saw the person beside him.
Ryo…
He stared at the older man’s face and noticed that the other had grown thinner for the past few months, but as usual Kame just couldn’t take his eyes away from Ryo. Ryo had always captured his eyes though he knew that Ryo wouldn’t even spare a glance at him.
He liked the older man and he didn’t even know why… but Ryo liked someone else. He couldn’t pinpoint who the person was that Ryo likes but he had always been watching, watching those gentle smiles when he’s on the phone talking softly in a corner.
And he knew that he would wear that sad look every time he saw it because Jin would always ask that if he was okay, that he was stupid for keeping his feelings bottled up, though it amused him somehow that Jin actually didn’t know who the person he was harboring secret feelings for was.
Kame finally tore gaze his away from the older man and smiled when he saw Jin at the other end of the room, lying on his stomach in a deep sleep. He was glad that they had the day-off because Jin had looked so tired for the past week. In silence, he moved towards Jin and shook the other lightly.
“Jin?”
A groan.
“Do you want to stay here or do you want to leave with me?”
Jin mumbled out incoherent words then slowly opened his eyes and let out a whine, “Kame… why do you want to leave so early?”
“I…”
He couldn’t even finish his sentence when he felt himself been pulled down and landed unceremoniously onto Jin’s chest. Kame protested quietly trying to push himself off but failed, for the other had wrapped his arms around him.
“Let go Jin… I’m not your plushie…” he said softly though he knew Jin wouldn’t even hear it.
Kame said softly and looked around him when his eyes caught Ryo’s eyes and his heart skipped a beat as he saw Ryo’s eyes flicker with an emotion he couldn’t describe. But then it vanished and was replaced with a bored look gazing straight through him.
“I don’t need to see this…” Kame heard Ryo groaned and stood up, leaving the living room.
Somehow Kame wanted to cry but he knew he shouldn’t, so instead he just turned his head away and bit his lower lip, gripping tightly onto Jin’s shirt.
He could see it… the emotion… it was hate… he never knew…
He sighed softly leaning against the rail, placing his chin on it, watching the curl of smoke from his mouth swirl towards the sky. Kame knew he was acting cowardly right now but, he couldn’t bear to be seen with those hateful glances again from the eyes of the person that he truthfully adores.
Jin had been asking and so was Pi, asking why he had been rejecting their offers to hang out lately, but he just smiled and said that he was tired.
“I didn’t expect to see you here.”
Kame stilled when he heard the voice and didn’t dare to turn around.
“It’s been a while since I’ve seen you.”
He could feel the presence beside him and glanced towards the other slowly. Ryo was lighting his cigarette, inhaling and exhaling tiredly. He knew that Ryo disliked him, but there was another part of him hoping that the older man didn’t and the other part in him was urging him to make sure.
Kame dropped his cigarette butt onto the floor and stepped on it, then cleared his throat. “Aren’t you feeling relieved?”
“What?”
“That I’m not in your sight anymore,” Kame tried his best to not let his voice quiver.
“I’ve always thought that you’re weird, and I was right. What the hell are you talking about?”
Kame flinched by the tone of Ryo’s voice but he kept on talking, though he knew that he should keep his mouth shut already but he just couldn’t.
“Don’t you dislike me…? I know…”
Ryo looked at him in disbelief. “What?” The older man scoffed, “Why would I even care what you thought about me.”
Then a sigh, “I don’t dislike you…”
It was Kame’s turned to scoff. “It’s hard to believe that you don’t dislike me.”
The older man groaned in frustration. “How did you turn out to be this annoying? If I said that I don’t dislike you, so that’s it. Full stop. I don’t dislike you.”
Kame wondered why Ryo was so agitated on telling him that and again he knew he should stop talking, but he just couldn’t keep his mouth shut.
“Just tell it to my face Nishikido… and then I would stop yapping.”
Ryo turned and stared at him. “Do you really want me to tell it to your face? The truth?”
Kame took a deep breath. He was ready for it. He was ready to let go of these unrequited feelings. And maybe when he heard the proof from Ryo, he would finally be able to stop.
The older man kept on staring at his face and without a word leaned towards him, kissing him softly on his lips.
What?
Ryo was kissing him… and he wasn’t sure if the other was playing with him or if he was sincere, but he didn’t care any of it. All he could think of was Ryo’s lips on his and he tasted like tobacco.
“I don’t dislike you…” Ryo whispered against his lips and Kame gripped onto the other’s jacket tightly in his fist.
“Can you give me more proof?”
He didn’t dare to look up towards the other but when Ryo leaned in for another kiss, he could feel the smile on Ryo’s lips as he murmured, “It’s my pleasure…”
Kame moaned softly as Ryo deepened their kiss and his heart silently whispered, ‘It’s my pleasure too…’
A/N: so how was this one? eheh my beta told me to continue this if I have the time to write so what do you all think about it? and yup as always feedback are very much ♥