Ugh, I am so overwhelmed and disgusted with my life right now. I've been doing too much laying around, too much smoking pot, too much watching tv and just spacing out, not even thinking but just blank, a blank page, a nothing. I just was so overwhelmed that I got to the point where I actually was going to look for jobs/internships, WOW, but then I ( Read more... )

Well, I graduated! I knew I would make it eventually, but it still feels so weird. What can I even say? This is the first day of "the rest of my life" and things aren't any different. Things are just weirder and a little sadder and a little darker and moodier and scarier ( Read more... )

I just keep thinking about those eyes,
looking at me from across the pillow.
In my mind, every moment is a scene from a movie that we can really only watch once.

The end of the year catapults toward us
I feel the rush
like I'm flying through the air toward some end which none of us can see
until it is rising up underneath me, faster and faster,

I’m ( Read more... )

I guess the end of the year is always this crazy, but this year feels even worse because I am so stressed out about what is happening AFTER the year is over as well. My classes have been wicked intense this semester, and now at the end, it's everything I can do to try to keep up with every stupid little assignment. THEY ARE ALL SO POINTLESS ( Read more... )