my sister and i have two different last names.
so my sister got married. and it was amazing. i didn't think it would be so impactful for me, because it's not my wedding. but this is terrible but honest, that day was the only day my whole life where i have stared at my sister and truly believed that she is way prettier than i am. the church glowed, i kid you not. it was brilliant.
what was fun was when we were getting ready and we had double cheeseburgers and custard cup. what was fun was breaking into her hotel room and decorating, playing poker with the boys, going to jupiter's. dancing at the reception, posing pretending to fall in the pool just like out of a magazine.
the wedding itself was not fun. it was just beautiful. i'm such a girl.
so now, with my older sister married, you'd think my mom would be encouraging some sort of stable relationship leading to that whole shebang in my life, right? OR NOT. my mother has officially forbidden me from marrying until i am at least 29 years old.
i suppose my soul will stay restless for that long, but it's dissapointing to think that i'm going to be in such a mode of life for so long. and i know momma's word isn't law, but thinking about it honestly she's probably right. i'm nowhere near the point in my life where i could settle down, or even want to do so.
damnit.
but i hike a lot and i make easy friends and i kind of miss having a hometown.
what was fun was when we were getting ready and we had double cheeseburgers and custard cup. what was fun was breaking into her hotel room and decorating, playing poker with the boys, going to jupiter's. dancing at the reception, posing pretending to fall in the pool just like out of a magazine.
the wedding itself was not fun. it was just beautiful. i'm such a girl.
so now, with my older sister married, you'd think my mom would be encouraging some sort of stable relationship leading to that whole shebang in my life, right? OR NOT. my mother has officially forbidden me from marrying until i am at least 29 years old.
i suppose my soul will stay restless for that long, but it's dissapointing to think that i'm going to be in such a mode of life for so long. and i know momma's word isn't law, but thinking about it honestly she's probably right. i'm nowhere near the point in my life where i could settle down, or even want to do so.
damnit.
but i hike a lot and i make easy friends and i kind of miss having a hometown.