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my eyes hurt. I didn't sleep very well at all last night. Every time I tried, I would start thinking again, get distracted, get confused.. start crying, and start playing Japanese horror games to distract myself, then try to go to sleep again.
There's only so much that a ghost story will make go away ._. I even had the lights off and candles lit to make it extra spooky. That's the first time it hasn't worked.
Took a CD player with me to school today. There are girls in the hall who were whispering when I walked by, but I didn't hear what they said. I don't want to hear what they say anymore. I don't want to hear anything.
I'm really sad today. I have this feeling of dread. I don't like so much drama in my life. I just want to go home and sleep.
The Gorillaz CD I ordered on Amazon is really good. That's one really good thing today..