Back in school..
Waaah, there's a lot of makeup work ;_; I feel like I missed so much. I'll have to work really hard to catch up!
I had a lot of weird dreams last night.. at least I think they were dreams. The headache I had when I woke up kinda says otherwise ._. in which case.. oh no, I hope I didn't make myself look bad!
I.. kissed him?! Oh no.. I hope I didn't scare him or anything! What if he thinks I'm one of those girls, or what if he thinks it was only cause I was drunk.. which.. was it? I mean.. he's very kind, and handsome, and Uchiha-san was completely wrong about him and I still don't understand why they fight, but.. why DID I kiss him?! Maybe it was to get back at him for the dance? and what was that at the restaurant? H-he.. ohmygod.. I don't know why, but I felt like I was at the bottom of the ocean, drowning and yet not wanting to return to the surface..
Maybe I was overreacting to it all, though? Maybe such things are normal? It's not like I've gone on enough dates to know..
;_; I'm so confused. I'm happy, but I'm scared and confused too. Waah..
Oh no, I need to get to work.. >_< I have to make up for missing work last week. Bye!
I had a lot of weird dreams last night.. at least I think they were dreams. The headache I had when I woke up kinda says otherwise ._. in which case.. oh no, I hope I didn't make myself look bad!
I.. kissed him?! Oh no.. I hope I didn't scare him or anything! What if he thinks I'm one of those girls, or what if he thinks it was only cause I was drunk.. which.. was it? I mean.. he's very kind, and handsome, and Uchiha-san was completely wrong about him and I still don't understand why they fight, but.. why DID I kiss him?! Maybe it was to get back at him for the dance? and what was that at the restaurant? H-he.. ohmygod.. I don't know why, but I felt like I was at the bottom of the ocean, drowning and yet not wanting to return to the surface..
Maybe I was overreacting to it all, though? Maybe such things are normal? It's not like I've gone on enough dates to know..
;_; I'm so confused. I'm happy, but I'm scared and confused too. Waah..
Oh no, I need to get to work.. >_< I have to make up for missing work last week. Bye!