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[nemoria]

insomnia is a bitch
*sigh*

ive been up all night doing homework
have midterms next week
i knew when i started this school it was fast paced
but this shit is blowing my mind

i have 5 (or so) weeks left in the quarter
and then i get to go on vacation
there are a couple people that i have to see
because they need hugs and a friend

i feel awful
my friend needs me
and i cant be there for him
and i know that me comming out here was the right thing to do
but i just
i wish i could do soemthing to help him
i wish there was someway that i could show him that im not gone
that i will never be gone
i just wanna kidnap him and bring him home with me

i could do that right?

i can do anything
hehe

*sighs*

i dont know
i just...
his friendship has always meant the world to me
and it hurts me that i cant be there for him
esp. when he needs his real friends the most

so i guess the best thing i can do for now (all things considered)
is to just continue to keep him in my thoughts
and to send him all the strength i can
because i know he needs it more than i do right now

i love you
(you know who you are)

and as for the rest of the people i love out there
*big hugs and kisses*

~jasmin