Jan 24, 2009 12:13
You know my mentor Ed Naghtreehoe would say as we live life we need to apply the things we learn to each and every event. something has come changed in my mind and i just dont know how to apply these things to my daily life. now i am trying but i am finding that i have a heart. the cold callus exterior that allowed me to be who i was appears to be chipping away and has degraded to nothing.
once again i find myself exposed and vulnerable. what is it that i want.
what is it that i want ... i keep asking myself this question and the answer doesnt seem to be clear. i would like to think that ive had a plan at some points in my life but right now i really just dont know what i want.