yep school is here guys
So school started on monday. Nice nice. I think this is going to be a challenging semester but i'm game. Work has been difficult because some of the girls are selfish...but I pray for peace and keep working hard. Helping them out when it gets busy even though they don't help me. I went in the back today and drank green tea to calm me down. Sometimes i have to pray to the power of 20 to keep right. It is ok, it really is. Iv'e been tired lately. I see dan almost everyday, he's to blame. Last night he came to my work to say hi. He even gave me an unexpected suprise after I got off work. Heh, he's cool. Josh stopped by as well and brought Jen and I flowers.
My life is like floating by. I feel like i'm dreaming. Not in the sense of "all my dreams are coming true"... I mean that it feels like my life isnt real.
So much has changed.
And yet I find myself 10 steps back
And no where near where I need to be mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.
Maybe i'm weak.
maybe I need sleep...yea that sounds good.
My life is like floating by. I feel like i'm dreaming. Not in the sense of "all my dreams are coming true"... I mean that it feels like my life isnt real.
So much has changed.
And yet I find myself 10 steps back
And no where near where I need to be mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.
Maybe i'm weak.
maybe I need sleep...yea that sounds good.