torn

Sep 25, 2006 07:01

I feel like my very self is split in two. . . one half is saying get out, just leave it now. The other half is saying, thats not the answer, keep going, keep trying. Just a little.

There is such a huge difference between being hurt, and being hurt inside. . .somehow, i think being regular hurt is so much more preverable, i'd rather break my arm than feel how bad it does when you very self is hurting. Because i dont think there is anything else worse.

I dont know that i will go to cricket tomorow. I dont know that i can make myself go.
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