long time i know
hi journal.
Well i guess its been a while, huh.
Yesterday was a really bad day at work. You know those days where nothing (and i mean nothing) goes right? To the point where you actually think of getting up and walking out the door. . . . ? That was yesterday. Nothing bad happened to me, really, besides the computers and printers being their usually not working selves. But one of our casuals crushed his hands with a treaddy, and one of the customers that turned up for a tredmill had a heart attack right in front of me. You know how much it sucks knowing you have to wait for an ambo, and you really cant do anything to help this person whose dying right in front of you? Let me tell you, its scary. Its that, helpless kind of thing. I dont ever want to feel like that again. I hate it.
I hope the guys alright.
To make matters worse, i totally bit Alix's head off last night for no reason what so ever really. I just really really wanted to see him and forget the day, and the last thing i needed was a msg saying "hey, i might hang out with my friend tonight cos he lost his job a bit ago and is feeling down . . "
I really shouldn't have bit his head off. I know. its so not fair, but i did. And i sounded like the worlds biggest mole, ever, i'm sure.
I am glad that i got to spend the night with Alix though, he did make me feel so much better.
On a positive note, The thing in my arm seems to have settled down for the moment. . . hopefully. . . knock on wood.
As well, I've joined the gym, and since i've lost a kilo this week, even with eating a whole load of junk. So i figure if i be good next week, i should loose at least another one.
My goal is to lose ten kilo's by febuary. Then i'll be happy. but thats still another 9 kilo's away, so it looks like heathy eating is going to be the ideal for the next few weeks at least. lol.
I've been working on something for Alix for our 1 year aniversary for the last week. I hope he likes it.
I guess i'm going to go now. i'll try and write more often.
Oh! i get to move desks at work on monday so i'm going to be offically customer service! yay.
On a much less dreary note.
Well i guess its been a while, huh.
Yesterday was a really bad day at work. You know those days where nothing (and i mean nothing) goes right? To the point where you actually think of getting up and walking out the door. . . . ? That was yesterday. Nothing bad happened to me, really, besides the computers and printers being their usually not working selves. But one of our casuals crushed his hands with a treaddy, and one of the customers that turned up for a tredmill had a heart attack right in front of me. You know how much it sucks knowing you have to wait for an ambo, and you really cant do anything to help this person whose dying right in front of you? Let me tell you, its scary. Its that, helpless kind of thing. I dont ever want to feel like that again. I hate it.
I hope the guys alright.
To make matters worse, i totally bit Alix's head off last night for no reason what so ever really. I just really really wanted to see him and forget the day, and the last thing i needed was a msg saying "hey, i might hang out with my friend tonight cos he lost his job a bit ago and is feeling down . . "
I really shouldn't have bit his head off. I know. its so not fair, but i did. And i sounded like the worlds biggest mole, ever, i'm sure.
I am glad that i got to spend the night with Alix though, he did make me feel so much better.
On a positive note, The thing in my arm seems to have settled down for the moment. . . hopefully. . . knock on wood.
As well, I've joined the gym, and since i've lost a kilo this week, even with eating a whole load of junk. So i figure if i be good next week, i should loose at least another one.
My goal is to lose ten kilo's by febuary. Then i'll be happy. but thats still another 9 kilo's away, so it looks like heathy eating is going to be the ideal for the next few weeks at least. lol.
I've been working on something for Alix for our 1 year aniversary for the last week. I hope he likes it.
I guess i'm going to go now. i'll try and write more often.
Oh! i get to move desks at work on monday so i'm going to be offically customer service! yay.
On a much less dreary note.