haha

[neliuba_voronin]

haha christ you know it's funny,
the living feels like it should right now,
and the reality doesn't seem piercing but
I think that those drinks knew how to get it out of me
(soaking up any self-doubt i might have had
in mind- good lord, what's the use in
knowing exactly what to do every time? this is the
excitement of living
and
furthermore I think that this body can go and fuck itself
one way or another.
fuck it all from here to
hell or high
heaven.