Nov 24, 2012 06:14
God so it's been 2 years; really doesn't seem all too long ago really. Guess that's the price you pay for getting older. Time just seems to fly by, even if you aren't really doing much. What I'd give to be a kid and start over again. Who wouldn't right?
Lately I've kind of just sat back and watched everything and everyone. Learning the key differences about them. Strange I can just watch someone and pick up a demeanor that way. Sure people 'train' to do shit like that but to me I find that 'sense' more refined, more-so as of late. What I've always been curious about is the stages of life one goes through. How are they defined? Does one door have to close before another opens up? I feel like that door has been shut for 10 years about, with numerous wood framed windows. Only letting in the cold of outside without a jacket to keep warm. After a while you just get used to the cold.
5:51am already, spent the last few hours trying to find new music. I did find a few. Stuff very little people even know about. Also found out about binaural beats which are pretty insane. Set of frequency best heard though headphones. It creates a sort of vibrato effect that scientists can't even figure out how it works. If you listen with just one speaker it doesn't sound like much but with both you hear the vibrations of it. Supposed to help meditate/sleep/etc etc
It does seem to work though, it can get pretty creepy as you'll start to 'hear' things inside your head