Thoughts thoughts thoughts
Some random thoughts that aren't enough to get their own journals.
My memory is getting bad. Forgetting birthdays has always been a problem, but it's been REALLY bad lately. I'm worried it's only going to get worse as I get older, and I hate being that person.
I apparently also forgot that Ziggy and I's anniversary (six years whaaat) is in two weeks? He's talking about what we should do. I couldn't tell him I forgot. I thought about doing a painting but I'm not sure he's into my art anymore.
Additionally I'm not sure he fits in with my fursona anymore. I am not making him a new character just to fit mine. It's not worth it. Nobody draws us. But I don't know what has changed to feel like that. I haven't done a drawing with "us" since... October. I love K1. She's perfect for me. Ziggy just isn't fitting him anymore, and really... does a robot "date"?
Did some writing this week for class. Felt really good. The topic was easy, and I didn't write that much, but my peer review group told me they liked it so much they couldn't find faults with it. That feels amazing. And a little scary but mostly amazing. I need to get back into this. Why didn't I use those last 8 months wisely?
Have this weird urge to bake cupcakes. Little fancy ones. Maybe with pink icing? I think it's because the new season of My Little Pony starts in 10 days. That's the only explanation I can think of, because I hate cupcakes.
Hope everyone is doing well.
My memory is getting bad. Forgetting birthdays has always been a problem, but it's been REALLY bad lately. I'm worried it's only going to get worse as I get older, and I hate being that person.
I apparently also forgot that Ziggy and I's anniversary (six years whaaat) is in two weeks? He's talking about what we should do. I couldn't tell him I forgot. I thought about doing a painting but I'm not sure he's into my art anymore.
Additionally I'm not sure he fits in with my fursona anymore. I am not making him a new character just to fit mine. It's not worth it. Nobody draws us. But I don't know what has changed to feel like that. I haven't done a drawing with "us" since... October. I love K1. She's perfect for me. Ziggy just isn't fitting him anymore, and really... does a robot "date"?
Did some writing this week for class. Felt really good. The topic was easy, and I didn't write that much, but my peer review group told me they liked it so much they couldn't find faults with it. That feels amazing. And a little scary but mostly amazing. I need to get back into this. Why didn't I use those last 8 months wisely?
Have this weird urge to bake cupcakes. Little fancy ones. Maybe with pink icing? I think it's because the new season of My Little Pony starts in 10 days. That's the only explanation I can think of, because I hate cupcakes.
Hope everyone is doing well.