Diary of Love Confession 8/9
Title: Diary of Love Confession 8/?
Author: nekonotango
Pairing: TakaBu, YabuHika (friendship)
Genre: romance
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Don't own anything.
Summary: Takaki really in love with Yabu and he really want to say it out but he didn't have the courage. He become closer to Yabu and he realize that he really didn't understand Yabu compare to Hikaru.
Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9
"Yabu have iron deficiency anaemia." Hikaru said it when I asked him again and again. I was just kept quite after Hikaru said it. I sat on the chair outside the emergency room and nodding down.
"Why you didn't tell me earlier?" I raised my head, looking to Hikaru.
"Yabu didn't want anyone know about it. I do feel guilty for secreting it. I do want to tell you and the others about this and I was about to tell you before. But, I will feel guiltier if I break my promise with Yabu." Hikaru turned his head away from me.
"But, it is not as serious as you expect. It just after the debut of Hey Say Jump, Yabu is always busy. He rarely eats and his diet becomes imbalance. But, he never realizes it until I notice that he feeling tired faster then normal. His skin is also pallor. The doctor said that he just have to eat the medicine and control his diet. However, recently Yabu didn't eat his medicine." Hikaru explained. I nodded down again.
"It's my entire fault." The words were out of my mouth without I realized it.
"No, it's not," Hikaru said with a quivering voice. I rose up my head. Hikaru eyes were watering and a clear liquid flowed down to his cheek. Is that tear? Is Hikaru crying for Yabu?
"I'm the only one who knows about his disease but I didn't realize he didn't take his medicine. He must be busy with the schedule or maybe it is because of my birthday party. Maybe he is thinking about the surprise and forgot his medicine. He must be too depressed and didn't eat his meal. It is my entire fault, Takaki." Hikaru suddenly burst into tears. He fell down, sitting on the hospital floor with his head on my lap.
"It is my entire fault," Hikaru was crying like a little child, covering his face with both of his palm. I rubbed his head as he was a child. I didn't know what else I should do. After a while, the doctor came out from the emergency room. Hikaru quickly wiped his tears and approached the doctor. Hikaru and the doctor walked away until I couldn't them anymore. I still felt guilty even though after what had Hikaru said. If I didn't suspicious with Hikaru feeling toward Yabu, this kind of thing would not happen.
"Takaki," A familiar voice was heard. When I turned my head, I saw Inoo was slowly sitting beside me.
"Are you okay?" Inoo asked me.
"I'm fine." I told Inoo.
"How was Yabu?" Inoo asked me. Suddenly I remembered what had Hikaru said before.
"Yabu have iron deficiency anaemia."
"Why you didn't tell me earlier?" I raised my head, looking to Hikaru.
"Yabu didn't want anyone know about it. I do feel guilty for secrecting it. I do want to tell you and the others about this and I was about to tell you before. But, I will feel guiltier if I break my promise with Yabu." Hikaru turned his head away from me.
Should I tell him? Should I tell Inoo about Yabu? What will happen if everyone knows about this? What about Yabu feeling? Yabu doesn't want the members know about this. The ringing of the phone had waked me up from my thought.
"Takaki, please go to Yabu's house and take care of the others. I'll come this evening. Along that time, please look after of the others." Hikaru said it through the phone.
"How was Yabu?" I asked and Inoo looked at me as he also wanted to know.
"He was fine." Hikaru voice was slow, almost couldn't be heard.
"Bye, Takaki." Hikaru suddenly cut the talk and a beep tone was heard. Inoo asked me the same question again but I didn't answer him.
"Let's go home." I told Inoo and stood up.
"But, I want to visit Yabu. The others are also on the way here." Inoo told me with his confused face.
"Yabu didn't want anyone know about it."
"I will feel guiltier if I break my promise with Yabu."
The words were kept echoing in my mind. I pulled Inoo's hand and went to the lobby.
"Call the others to cancel their trip here," Inoo face looked so surprised. I didn't know if the things that I done now was right but I'll try my best to hide it.
"But..."
"No, call them now." I forced Inoo. Inoo took out his phone.
"Inoo! Takaki!" I was shocked to see Chinen, Daiki, Yamada and the rest were here.
"Takaki, where is Yabu?" Ryutaro asked me. I felt guilty. Should I tell them? But, everything was too clear that was something wrong with Yabu. Hikaru came suddenly. A surprise again! I felt tired of all this surprise.
"Guys, you can't visit now. Yabu need some rest. Please come again tomorrow." Hikaru said kindly to the members.
"Eh? Can't visit now?" Yamada said it.
"Okay, let's go home." Daiki said to the members. Everyone walked slowly and talking about what was happening to Yabu. I walked at the last row with Inoo by my side.
"Takaki, I know you want to meet him? Just go. I'll take care of everything," Inoo said to me and hold my hand.
"Inoo...” I didn't know what more to say.
"Just go," I quickly chased Hikaru. Hikaru didn't realize that I was following him. He entered a room and I expect that it was Yabu's. I quickly went to the room. However when I was about to entered it, I heard Yabu's voice.
"I'm sorry, Hikaru. I always was disturbing you." Yabu apologized.
"No, its okay. It was my fault this kind of thing happen," Hikaru voice sounded so sad and sorrow.
"Long time ago, I know a little boy. From the first time I meet him, I know that I can get along with him. He is always forgetting his things when I come to pick him up. But, he has ignites my life and make it more fun to live in. His joke is always cheering my day. He always cares about me. He always understands me. I really want to thanks him for everything that he had done to me. I really really like him. You know who he is?" Yabu said it kindly and gently. There was no answered from Hikaru.
"The little boy is you." Yabu continued his words. I hold my chest. It really hurt.
"But now, I don't like him anymore." I sighed. I relieved. The pain in my chest slowly healed.
"Because now I love him," My chest was really in pain. This time the pain was worse.
"Thanks, Yabu." Hikaru voice was heard.
"How long I'll stay here?" Yabu asked.
"The doctor say you will stay for three days," Hikaru answered.
"That's long. How about the others? What will happen if I didn't there when there is practice?"
"Don't worry, I had asked Takaki to look after of them."
"Hikaru, please take care of them. They need someone more mature." The tears was flowing through my cheek. I had made some noise without I realized.
"Who's that?" Hikaru was alerted of it. I quickly ran away from the room.
"Takaki!" Hikaru chased me.
"Takaki!" Hikaru held my shoulder. I stopped my step.
"It was true, right? Yabu love you." I told Hikaru with a trembling voice.
"Yes, but as a bestfriend. I admit that our relationship is more than friend but it kind of sibling relationship. It's not as what as you think." Hikaru told me.
"Really?" I asked him. Hikaru nodded his head and smiled.
"Now, go to his room. Tell him your feeling. This is your chance." Hikaru pushed my back.
"But...” I turned back to Hikaru.
"Just go while the other members still not here." Hikaru pushed my back again.
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This chapter is kind of long so I think the next chapter will be shorter.
I'm sorry. Actually, I get the idea of Yabu illness is from one of my friend. She always says that Yabu is sick and it must be serious. She always makes me worry. I believe that Yabu is fine.
Author: nekonotango
Pairing: TakaBu, YabuHika (friendship)
Genre: romance
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Don't own anything.
Summary: Takaki really in love with Yabu and he really want to say it out but he didn't have the courage. He become closer to Yabu and he realize that he really didn't understand Yabu compare to Hikaru.
Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9
"Yabu have iron deficiency anaemia." Hikaru said it when I asked him again and again. I was just kept quite after Hikaru said it. I sat on the chair outside the emergency room and nodding down.
"Why you didn't tell me earlier?" I raised my head, looking to Hikaru.
"Yabu didn't want anyone know about it. I do feel guilty for secreting it. I do want to tell you and the others about this and I was about to tell you before. But, I will feel guiltier if I break my promise with Yabu." Hikaru turned his head away from me.
"But, it is not as serious as you expect. It just after the debut of Hey Say Jump, Yabu is always busy. He rarely eats and his diet becomes imbalance. But, he never realizes it until I notice that he feeling tired faster then normal. His skin is also pallor. The doctor said that he just have to eat the medicine and control his diet. However, recently Yabu didn't eat his medicine." Hikaru explained. I nodded down again.
"It's my entire fault." The words were out of my mouth without I realized it.
"No, it's not," Hikaru said with a quivering voice. I rose up my head. Hikaru eyes were watering and a clear liquid flowed down to his cheek. Is that tear? Is Hikaru crying for Yabu?
"I'm the only one who knows about his disease but I didn't realize he didn't take his medicine. He must be busy with the schedule or maybe it is because of my birthday party. Maybe he is thinking about the surprise and forgot his medicine. He must be too depressed and didn't eat his meal. It is my entire fault, Takaki." Hikaru suddenly burst into tears. He fell down, sitting on the hospital floor with his head on my lap.
"It is my entire fault," Hikaru was crying like a little child, covering his face with both of his palm. I rubbed his head as he was a child. I didn't know what else I should do. After a while, the doctor came out from the emergency room. Hikaru quickly wiped his tears and approached the doctor. Hikaru and the doctor walked away until I couldn't them anymore. I still felt guilty even though after what had Hikaru said. If I didn't suspicious with Hikaru feeling toward Yabu, this kind of thing would not happen.
"Takaki," A familiar voice was heard. When I turned my head, I saw Inoo was slowly sitting beside me.
"Are you okay?" Inoo asked me.
"I'm fine." I told Inoo.
"How was Yabu?" Inoo asked me. Suddenly I remembered what had Hikaru said before.
"Yabu have iron deficiency anaemia."
"Why you didn't tell me earlier?" I raised my head, looking to Hikaru.
"Yabu didn't want anyone know about it. I do feel guilty for secrecting it. I do want to tell you and the others about this and I was about to tell you before. But, I will feel guiltier if I break my promise with Yabu." Hikaru turned his head away from me.
Should I tell him? Should I tell Inoo about Yabu? What will happen if everyone knows about this? What about Yabu feeling? Yabu doesn't want the members know about this. The ringing of the phone had waked me up from my thought.
"Takaki, please go to Yabu's house and take care of the others. I'll come this evening. Along that time, please look after of the others." Hikaru said it through the phone.
"How was Yabu?" I asked and Inoo looked at me as he also wanted to know.
"He was fine." Hikaru voice was slow, almost couldn't be heard.
"Bye, Takaki." Hikaru suddenly cut the talk and a beep tone was heard. Inoo asked me the same question again but I didn't answer him.
"Let's go home." I told Inoo and stood up.
"But, I want to visit Yabu. The others are also on the way here." Inoo told me with his confused face.
"Yabu didn't want anyone know about it."
"I will feel guiltier if I break my promise with Yabu."
The words were kept echoing in my mind. I pulled Inoo's hand and went to the lobby.
"Call the others to cancel their trip here," Inoo face looked so surprised. I didn't know if the things that I done now was right but I'll try my best to hide it.
"But..."
"No, call them now." I forced Inoo. Inoo took out his phone.
"Inoo! Takaki!" I was shocked to see Chinen, Daiki, Yamada and the rest were here.
"Takaki, where is Yabu?" Ryutaro asked me. I felt guilty. Should I tell them? But, everything was too clear that was something wrong with Yabu. Hikaru came suddenly. A surprise again! I felt tired of all this surprise.
"Guys, you can't visit now. Yabu need some rest. Please come again tomorrow." Hikaru said kindly to the members.
"Eh? Can't visit now?" Yamada said it.
"Okay, let's go home." Daiki said to the members. Everyone walked slowly and talking about what was happening to Yabu. I walked at the last row with Inoo by my side.
"Takaki, I know you want to meet him? Just go. I'll take care of everything," Inoo said to me and hold my hand.
"Inoo...” I didn't know what more to say.
"Just go," I quickly chased Hikaru. Hikaru didn't realize that I was following him. He entered a room and I expect that it was Yabu's. I quickly went to the room. However when I was about to entered it, I heard Yabu's voice.
"I'm sorry, Hikaru. I always was disturbing you." Yabu apologized.
"No, its okay. It was my fault this kind of thing happen," Hikaru voice sounded so sad and sorrow.
"Long time ago, I know a little boy. From the first time I meet him, I know that I can get along with him. He is always forgetting his things when I come to pick him up. But, he has ignites my life and make it more fun to live in. His joke is always cheering my day. He always cares about me. He always understands me. I really want to thanks him for everything that he had done to me. I really really like him. You know who he is?" Yabu said it kindly and gently. There was no answered from Hikaru.
"The little boy is you." Yabu continued his words. I hold my chest. It really hurt.
"But now, I don't like him anymore." I sighed. I relieved. The pain in my chest slowly healed.
"Because now I love him," My chest was really in pain. This time the pain was worse.
"Thanks, Yabu." Hikaru voice was heard.
"How long I'll stay here?" Yabu asked.
"The doctor say you will stay for three days," Hikaru answered.
"That's long. How about the others? What will happen if I didn't there when there is practice?"
"Don't worry, I had asked Takaki to look after of them."
"Hikaru, please take care of them. They need someone more mature." The tears was flowing through my cheek. I had made some noise without I realized.
"Who's that?" Hikaru was alerted of it. I quickly ran away from the room.
"Takaki!" Hikaru chased me.
"Takaki!" Hikaru held my shoulder. I stopped my step.
"It was true, right? Yabu love you." I told Hikaru with a trembling voice.
"Yes, but as a bestfriend. I admit that our relationship is more than friend but it kind of sibling relationship. It's not as what as you think." Hikaru told me.
"Really?" I asked him. Hikaru nodded his head and smiled.
"Now, go to his room. Tell him your feeling. This is your chance." Hikaru pushed my back.
"But...” I turned back to Hikaru.
"Just go while the other members still not here." Hikaru pushed my back again.
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This chapter is kind of long so I think the next chapter will be shorter.
I'm sorry. Actually, I get the idea of Yabu illness is from one of my friend. She always says that Yabu is sick and it must be serious. She always makes me worry. I believe that Yabu is fine.