Oct 20, 2009 12:57
it hasn't even been a year yet and i am so ready to be done with this.
honestly, it didn't start out that bad. and maybe if i ask nicely, i can get moved back to QA. but at this point, i honestly don't give a fuck.
the only thing that drives me nuts is that i can't leave.
i need the money and oh god do i need the benefits.
besides, where would i go if i left? there's nothing out there that's better. gods no there isn't. i can't believe it. who would have ever thought that finding a job that makes me happy would be so goddamn hard.
i hate it i hate it i hate it
really? what i really want? i want my job back in portland. maybe if i write and ask nicely i can get it back. i don't care if it's a job in a basement where my work is futile and will probably eventually be digitized.
People cared about me there.
I did something useful.
I had my own fucking bit of privacy.
So. Fuck. You. People. That. I. Work. With.
I hate so many of you for being such pompous assholes.
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