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it seems like there's so much going on of such importance in my friend's lives that my little whinings are really quite silly.
but honestly? i'm doing alright these days. not super-sparklingly-fabulous, but okay.
i'm learning to do what i've already got around me, to accept the fact that i can't always have everything i want, and to balance and appreciate the people that are important in my life right now.
i promise, once i have a job, i will start sending little things to y'all again. i just need to take the time to find the post office, and find the cash to afford little packages. i know it will make me happier. and, even though the sun shines very brightly outside my window, the holidays are coming closer, and i want to make sure that they are special for all of us.
<3 *hugs* if you were here, i'd offer you something to eat, something to drink, and then, either company while you do what you do, or a companion to play video games or plot or talk with.
there *are* plans. we will have a better tomorrow.
but honestly? i'm doing alright these days. not super-sparklingly-fabulous, but okay.
i'm learning to do what i've already got around me, to accept the fact that i can't always have everything i want, and to balance and appreciate the people that are important in my life right now.
i promise, once i have a job, i will start sending little things to y'all again. i just need to take the time to find the post office, and find the cash to afford little packages. i know it will make me happier. and, even though the sun shines very brightly outside my window, the holidays are coming closer, and i want to make sure that they are special for all of us.
<3 *hugs* if you were here, i'd offer you something to eat, something to drink, and then, either company while you do what you do, or a companion to play video games or plot or talk with.
there *are* plans. we will have a better tomorrow.