Sooo...
Wow it's been a long time. Almost a year actually.
Sort of ironic that the last post I did in here was about the place we stayed in Spain with all the Irish gang, and the first one I do in ages is just before I go away with the same people for a week. Another holiday which will leave me depressed, longing and wishing to be somewhere else when I get back no doubt.
Or maybe not. Maybe...just possibly, I might be getting over him? *makes a face* Somehow, I doubt it. But I don't think about him everyday. Only every other day. And I don't dream about him so much...apart from a few nights ago. And I don't think about texting him. Just e mailing. And I don't look at the pictures I have of him all the time...just when I have nothing better to do.
Damn...guess I'm not then. And a week away with him and just me...and wel 15 other people I've never met before and my family and his family. Haha...how much can it hurt?
Anyway...I came back here to post rather than obsess over the History Boys, cause Phillups commented...which was a shock quite frankly. HC has sorta...dwindled from my life, as much as I didn't want it to. I didn't really have a choice in that matter apparently. Or maybe I did...I don't know. I sure as hell miss it thought...it's just my damned pride keeping me from it. That and the fact that I've been deleted. After dedicating every day of my life (practically) for over 4 years to that place. After being the longest running memeber, the only remaining one from the first term it ever started.
Ha...not that I'm angry or resentful or bitter or anything. Not that I miss it cause it was my home, my paradise.
*grumbles*
Anyway, I'll do this to take my mind off it. Stolen from Vikky, whom I haven't spoken to in ages, and miss dearly, like most people at HC...:(
Instructions:
1. copy and pate into your live journal
2. bold the ones that apply
01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love olives.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I own a lot of books.
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
07. I love to play video games.
08. I've tried marijuana.
09. I've watched porn movies.
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
15. I curse frequently.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I've been told I have a nice butt.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I'm really, really smart.
21. I've never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I hate the rain.
24. I'm paranoid at times. (y un chingo)
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar free. (still not sure about this one...so going for italic for maybe ;))
26. I need money right now.
27. I love sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast.
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister.
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs.
35. I have a twin.
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look...kinda
39. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
40. I know how to do cornrows.
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have mood swings.
43. I think prostitution should be legalized. This changes day by day
44. I think Britney Spears is hot.
45. I have cheated on a significant other.
46. I have a hidden talent.
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I'm popular.
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex. It was forced upon me when Lauryn attacked me in the park on the last day of school! Haha...aww...good time
51. I enjoy talking on the phone.
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I'm obsessed with my LJ.
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer.
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I don't think so...I've fallen asleep *snorts* Never thrown up thought either. I'm irish...I can handel my drink ;)
66. I love drama.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I've rejected someone before.
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
71. I want to have children in the future.
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I've had the cops called on me before.
74. I bite my nails. To keep them in shape for playing Guitar ;)
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
76. I'm not allergic to anything.
77. I have a lot to learn.
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.... (haha...ha...I wish. *sighs*)
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
82. I have at least five away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
88. I enjoy some country music.
89. I love my best friends.
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
98. I have dated a close friend's ex.
99. I'm happy as of this moment.
Well...wasn't that just joyous?
Hello LJ...it's been a while, but I can still remember just the way you taste.
Ha...man that song reminds me of Ser...and Anna...and VWOHP...and that whole fucking summer. Those whole two summers which are the reason for me being who I am. I love them as much as I sometimes hate them.
~Is it good to be back?