Things really know how to suck eh?
*swears for a very long time but won't actually say anything cause she's not really allowed to*
Mum's phone and wallet got stolen at the crush for the 253 at Manor House...everything was in there. Dad's in serious pain from his operation...she's gone to see him now. I had to come home early from art cause she couldnt pick me up otherwise...but I'm not too annoyed about that anyway, I was bored as shit with glass painting and knew I wasn't gonna start my FF collage.
I just can't even be bothered to write about how angry I am...a few of you will know the levels of anger I get when shit like this happens, and I've never been able to express it in any other way apart from hitting people...I wanted to ring up mum's phone and just RANT at them...but sadly it was off. Which hopefully means that theyve chucked the SIM card cause mum can't block it cause it's through the business. Gah...I just...today was such a shit day. Everything that could have gone wrong did, except Dom passed his theory test. Light in a dark place...I dunno what I wudda done if he'd failed that as well. But now mum's out seeing dad, and Dom's going out to a party with Joe and Fran (I had a dream about them last night...very weird) so it's me in the house on my own...until Jim comes back. I'm wishing I could say Jim's being here would keep me from getting even lower...but I just know that's not gonna happen...it is NOT gonna help *sighs*
This of course means I might not be able to go out tmrw, cause I won't get my pocket money, unless dad's got his switchcard to give to mum...I dunno...bah...things just aren't going well. Mum's so down, and she's gotta go and sit with dad who's not gonna be good company. Blargh...today was just plain crappy...
And I can't say anything else...cause...I don't wanna waste my energy. I'd rather just curl up and play FF10 and be on my own...I guess I've gotta think at least it wasn't 3 knock backs eh? And at least dad made it through the operation.
Isy, you were right bout it being a hip replacement, and thanks for the comfort...it was good, and helpful.
I'll cya guys later
~J x
Mum's phone and wallet got stolen at the crush for the 253 at Manor House...everything was in there. Dad's in serious pain from his operation...she's gone to see him now. I had to come home early from art cause she couldnt pick me up otherwise...but I'm not too annoyed about that anyway, I was bored as shit with glass painting and knew I wasn't gonna start my FF collage.
I just can't even be bothered to write about how angry I am...a few of you will know the levels of anger I get when shit like this happens, and I've never been able to express it in any other way apart from hitting people...I wanted to ring up mum's phone and just RANT at them...but sadly it was off. Which hopefully means that theyve chucked the SIM card cause mum can't block it cause it's through the business. Gah...I just...today was such a shit day. Everything that could have gone wrong did, except Dom passed his theory test. Light in a dark place...I dunno what I wudda done if he'd failed that as well. But now mum's out seeing dad, and Dom's going out to a party with Joe and Fran (I had a dream about them last night...very weird) so it's me in the house on my own...until Jim comes back. I'm wishing I could say Jim's being here would keep me from getting even lower...but I just know that's not gonna happen...it is NOT gonna help *sighs*
This of course means I might not be able to go out tmrw, cause I won't get my pocket money, unless dad's got his switchcard to give to mum...I dunno...bah...things just aren't going well. Mum's so down, and she's gotta go and sit with dad who's not gonna be good company. Blargh...today was just plain crappy...
And I can't say anything else...cause...I don't wanna waste my energy. I'd rather just curl up and play FF10 and be on my own...I guess I've gotta think at least it wasn't 3 knock backs eh? And at least dad made it through the operation.
Isy, you were right bout it being a hip replacement, and thanks for the comfort...it was good, and helpful.
I'll cya guys later
~J x