Phew.
Oh goodness. School is just flying by now. We're getting closer and closer to graduation. That means I need my internship. I've applied to a few places now, just waiting to hear back from them. Any one of them would be amazing since they're in walking distance from my apartment (which is what I really need). The school was next to no help in helping me find places. They lead us to assume there would be a list of some sort and that they'd lead us towards different places, like really help us out. Well I email the woman in charge, asking for help and asking if I can meet her in person and she's like "Well just start applying to local places," and when I ask her if there's maybe a list of places locally that hire interns and what not she's all "lolololol IDK"
...Thanks. So once again I'm sort of on my own.
I know of a few places so I went through there. Corinne and I are applying to a lot of the same places, so we'll see how that works out.
I'm starting to dislike my color theory class in a different sort of way then I would normally dislike a class. I like some of the people there and the projects are cool; but I hate how bad the class makes me feel sometimes. All the work is done in acrylic, which I'm not that great with (honestly oil feels so much easier to use, blends so much nicer). But compared to everyone else in the class I just feel terrible and embarrassed about my work. I hate it so much. And I know it seems paranoid but I know there's plenty of people there who look down at my work there. I know I'm a graphic design major and that isn't my thing, but its part of the reason why they look down on me. And they're only god damn freshmen. It just makes me feel so angry and frustrated. I just want to get through this class and be done with it.
Cosplay progressssss.
Jesus. H. Christ. This dress was giving me serious hell, which is sad because it seems so simple. The button on the top part needs to be adjusted and moved up since it looks hidden. Working on the apron now, and of course RUFFLES. When will I make a costume without ruffles I swear to god. The boots come from Forever21 and they're really comfortable. I still need to get a garter belt, and the glasses. I was kind of hoping to get a rifle to go with this but its hard to just go out and buy one (like at a store or whatever, looks strange on the bus).
Picked up Shin Megami Tensei Strange Journey.
Really hadn't had a chance to really get into it yet. But in typical nameless fashion I got to name a character named him David because I'm a faggot, who will get that I wonder. I'm just waiting for a near impossible game where I'll get plenty of demons to kick my ass demons in space? Count me in.
...Thanks. So once again I'm sort of on my own.
I know of a few places so I went through there. Corinne and I are applying to a lot of the same places, so we'll see how that works out.
I'm starting to dislike my color theory class in a different sort of way then I would normally dislike a class. I like some of the people there and the projects are cool; but I hate how bad the class makes me feel sometimes. All the work is done in acrylic, which I'm not that great with (honestly oil feels so much easier to use, blends so much nicer). But compared to everyone else in the class I just feel terrible and embarrassed about my work. I hate it so much. And I know it seems paranoid but I know there's plenty of people there who look down at my work there. I know I'm a graphic design major and that isn't my thing, but its part of the reason why they look down on me. And they're only god damn freshmen. It just makes me feel so angry and frustrated. I just want to get through this class and be done with it.
Cosplay progressssss.
Jesus. H. Christ. This dress was giving me serious hell, which is sad because it seems so simple. The button on the top part needs to be adjusted and moved up since it looks hidden. Working on the apron now, and of course RUFFLES. When will I make a costume without ruffles I swear to god. The boots come from Forever21 and they're really comfortable. I still need to get a garter belt, and the glasses. I was kind of hoping to get a rifle to go with this but its hard to just go out and buy one (like at a store or whatever, looks strange on the bus).
Picked up Shin Megami Tensei Strange Journey.
Really hadn't had a chance to really get into it yet. But in typical nameless fashion I got to name a character named him David because I'm a faggot, who will get that I wonder. I'm just waiting for a near impossible game where I'll get plenty of demons to kick my ass demons in space? Count me in.