Title: Burning Flame
Author:
neko-mikyoChapters: 1/2
Genre: Slight Horror, Fantasy, Romance, Smut?
Rating/warnings: PG-13 - NC-17? / Nightmare, ManxMan, Flirt? XD
Band(s): 12012, AliceNine.
Pairing(s): WataruxSaga
Summary: Beautiful eyes of memory; the memory sleeping inside silently,
As Saga lives a “normal” every day life the sudden change can be good and something feels weirdly familiar.
Disclaimer: Wataru and Saga are chained in my basement I don’t own them, just own the story
Comments: Ok.. so i promised to my Wifey that I will write her a kinky Fic with WataxSaga in it.. so.. XD But I guess it isn’t kinky though >3>
first time writing a fic with smut, so shh~
But i still hope my dearest
dyslexicrukio would like it even a bit >3<
Saga were about to leave the practise room, like normally. But this time something made him stop right on his tracks. Suddenly the hallway looked like it was sinking into the shadows. He blinked few times and rubbed own eyes. He glanced back ahead but there were nothing.. but darkness. He was alone inside the darkness and didn’t saw any source of light. The chills were roaming along his back. He didn’t like this feeling what was trying to push out of his body, this …fear of loneliness. When he felt another chill on his back, he glanced down and saw the shadows climbing on him and trying to drown him into the darkness. Just when he was about to drown in the darkness… “Saga..” ..He opened eyes just when his name was again said in distance and blinked for the bright light.. “Oi! Saga.. You look like you were in pain..” Shou said worriedly. He still blinked cause of the bright light and then he felt dizzy. This buzzing sound in his head was not making it any better. “Ugnh..” he rubbed his temples. “Was it a nightmare?” Shou asked. Saga finally looked at Shou and nodded slightly.
Few minutes past by and Saga was on the balcony trying to understand the meaning of the “nightmare”. He wasn’t scared of darkness, but the feeling of loneliness what he felt in his sleep was something new. He had never thought that he could be scared of anything. He sighed and walked back inside. He walked through the hallway that he saw in his dream. Suddenly he felt chills in his back. He looked behind him and saw nothing but darkness. ‘Am I sleeping again, is this a dream?’ he thought. Then he remembered about the part of his dream when the darkness was climbing on him and trying to drown him. So he looked straight down and saw nothing. He sighed in relief and looked back ahead of himself. He gasped in surprise and fear. Right there only few centimeters away from him was standing pale man. That man smirked and touched Sagas cheek with his fingertips. Saga looked straight to the others eyes. Those dark orbs swallowing his gaze. He felt weird, like he was in dream or controlled by something. And suddenly that feeling was gone and those eyes too. He blinked few times and looked around. To only see that he was still standing in the hallway. ‘What the..?’. ‘Was it a dream..?’ he looked still around and catched Shou’s gaze. He sighed in defeat; he could not understand that what was going on and was it even real.
After few minutes that Shou said like million times that he was worried about me, I finally agreed that he could take me home. So now I was in his car, thinking again about the “dream”. I don’t even know what to call it. ‘It’s just weird and.. That feeling of loneliness..’. ‘What’s going on?’. I again sighed and remembered that I was in Shou’s car so I side eyed him. And I was right he was looking at me with that really worried face on. “Gomen Shou.. Don’t worry, I think I just need sleep” I gave him gentle smile of mine. He sighed “Saga.. Promise me you will be ok tomorrow”. “I promise” I smiled gently. He smiled back.
“We’re here” Shou said. I glanced out of the cars window. “Yeah.. Thanks” I opened the door and got out. “So.. See you tomorrow” Shou said. “Yeah” I said back with a little smile and closed the door. Shou drove away and I walked inside my house. I couldn’t stop thinking about the.. “Thing” that happened today. Ok this was already third name for it, but I seriously don’t know what to call it. I walked to kitchen and opened the fridge, but ‘milk, beer, eggs? ..Shit.. I forgot to buy some food!’ I groan and slam the fridges door close. I walk out of the kitchen to bathroom. ‘Maybe a shower could help me with relaxing my nerves’. I start to strip. And when I just got off my socks and shirt I hear some rattle inside my house. ‘What the..?’ I open the bathrooms door and glance around. And again I heard it, it came from living room. I walk to the living room, its dark. I search out for the light switch and when I found it I switch it on. And I see nothing wrong. I start looking around and I recognize that my bedrooms door is open. ‘I didn’t left it open’ I thought. And now I see that on the floor there is water drops. They come from my bedroom and.. -I follow the droplets with my eyes- ..They end to my bathroom. ‘What in the..?!’ I’m shocked. ‘What the heck is going on? is here someone in my house.. That I didn’t see?!’. I quietly tiptoe to my bathrooms wide open door. I breathe out as silently as I could and look inside the room.
I can only feel coldness. The whole room is cold. I walk inside the bathroom and I still don’t see anything. As a blink of an eye, I see the same person then before. It flashes in my memory, the same person as at the practise place. ‘The same.. Eyes.. But, something’s wrong. He looks alone and.. Sad?’. Suddenly I’m not afraid or worried about that what happened, twice. Now I understand where the fear of loneliness came. It was he. ‘But why did he come to me? Can I help him somehow?’.
I look at him, his full form. He’s pale and wears black leather outfit. But this time there is swelling this sadness in the air. I look at his face. He’s avoiding eye contact, but ‘why?’. I take one step closer to him. I don’t know what to say to him, I don’t even know his name. ‘I don’t even know what he is’. I sigh. ‘What about if he disappears if I touch him?’. ‘What the heck am I thinking!? I’m not afraid of loneliness! It’s he who is..’ I look at him. ‘Why am I drawn to him?’. I sigh again. But this time he moves and I froze. He touches my cheek with his fingertips like back then. But I can feel the sadness and loneliness, I feel so sorry for him. But I can’t move. Suddenly he looks up to my eyes, those black orbs of him flaming with something new. And then I feel stinging pain on my left cheek.
He dug his long fingernails to my cheek. And just keeps them there.
My cheek is burning for the pain, but.. ‘I don’t feel any blood dripping?’. His gaze is still locked to my eyes. He doesn’t move a muscle.
This all feels weird. My heart is bumping normally. The way that I’m not stressed at all and I feel safe. But this cold air makes me ill.
I look at his eyes, ‘to those damn beautiful dark orbs’. I feel warm, safe.. I don’t know how to describe it but, it feels like something inside me melts. Something that has always been cold?.
Then suddenly I feel pair of silky lips on mine. I don’t know how long I was spell bounded to his eyes. But now I see him ‘kissing me’ I moan in the kiss. He backs off and looks at me smiling softly. His eyes half closed.
I gasp out for what I did. ‘I moaned?!’ ‘And I let him kiss me!?’ I feel really embarrassed and flustered. Then I look at his eyes and I feel warm again, my lips move by themselves and I moan out again. He smirks and comes closer. He touches my lips with his fingertips and whispers to my ear: “Oh dirty, aren’t we now?” he hums a little.
Oh how good does he feel being so close to me. I want to touch him, but my body doesn’t obey.
He moves his lips down my neck and kisses and nibbles a certain spot that makes me see white. I open my mouth to moan out, but my voice doesn’t come out. I grab to his shoulder and arm in passion. He licks my neck and takes one step behind and smirks to me slyly. “My name is.. Wataru” he takes my hands in his. “Mm..” I try to speak, but again I can’t get my voice out. I feel nervous ‘cause the way he can control me like this. “I know you’re name, Saga” he says while he watches my hands. ‘What?! he knows my name?’ ‘H-how?’ I look at him shocked still totally frozen to the spot.
But suddenly the air gets colder. It chills my back and skin. He seems to notice it too. His eyes flash with yellow and he moves to face the bathroom’s door. I fall to the floor feeling weird and cold ‘Wh-what’s going on?’.
Suddenly I see this person who is swallowed by the darkness and he stares to my eyes with those blood red eyes of his. ‘W-Who the hell is he?!’ .. ‘How did he get in my house?’ I try to stand up, but my body is frozen cold. I glance at Wataru who moves a little to cover mine and the weird guy’s vision to each other.
Just as I was about to open my mouth, Wataru whispers to me: “Saga, promise me you don’t stare into his eyes anymore..”. I look at him weirdly, ‘What does he mean by that?’. “Saga, please..” I feel uneasy.. it feels like if I would say you don’t order me, his heart could break, but I don’t understand why it feels like that. “Saga..” he glances to me worriedly. I sigh lowly and “..i promise”. I look at him and he seems really revealed. But then his eyes flash with yellow again and he charges at the red eyed shadow person. In a blink of an eye the guy stares deep into my eyes and says “Chi..”. And then the whole room disappears from my sight.
It feels like I’m in nothingness. I can’t hear anything, see anything.. feel anything. ‘What happened?’.
I can feel that Wataru is hurting. “Don’t hurt him!” I yell in my mind. At the same time I can see something.
~It looks like me as a kid yelling the same words as I just did. It looks like I’m helping some young -but older then me- guy, with some bullies. And the bullies leave grumbling something and I turn to that guy and ask “Are you okay? you don’t have any scratch on you?” I hear the guy humming happily “I’m okay.. thanks” he said. It looks like its bright day and the guy is in the shadow of a tree. “Come! Let’s go to my house to look at if you're okay..” I said as I grab that guys hand I try to take him with me, but he tugs me closer to him. “Eh? Why won’t you come?” my child me looks at him pouting. “I’m better in here..” he smiles softly and stood up. I sit on the ground still pouting. The guy snickers a little, but kneels in front me and gives some kind of old pendant “That’s a thanks” he says. I look at the pendant, “Will I see you ever again?” I ask with sad teary face. “You want to?” he asked surprised. “Of course.. I would be worried of you.. if those guys would come back” I said looking at the pendant sadly. “Then I’ll promise we will see again” He smiled gently touching my hand and the pendant. “Treasure it” he looks at the pendant “It’s very dear to me” He says and I smile to him “Always!” I look at the pendant “I won’t forget you!” I said happily.~
As the memory ended I started pondering it. I didn’t remember something like that happening.. ever.
Again I can feel how Wataru is hurting. I feel like I can’t do anything, I struggle in my white nothingness. Suddenly I can feel how I stand up and how cold the air is. I can see my surroundings and finally I can shout those words. “Don’t hurt him!” I yell and run in between them. “Why do you care? ..and you can’t help him anymore. It’s too late, his time has come”. As his last words came out of his mouth I turn around worriedly and look at Wataru, I can see right through him. ‘What the hell?!’ ‘i-is he disappearing? ..dying?’ ‘n-no.. I don’t want him to!’ “You can’t take him!!” I yelled out loud and turn back at him. “Oh.. and what are you going to do about it.. Puny mortal” he says annoyed but calmly. “I won’t let you take him!! ..n-not now that I finally…” ‘have company’ I said in my mind and look at my feet's feeling defeated. ‘What on earth could I do? As he said I’m only a puny mortal and human..’ I sigh sadly but look at his eyes feeling angry. “I won’t give him up without a fight!” I think for awhile “He’s a good person, you don’t have any rights to do something like that to him!” my eyes are blurring with tears of fear. As a lonely tear drops on my chest something shining appears from my chest it feels warm and when I touch it for a second it looked like that pendant from that dream. And at the same time a blinding light came out of it washing through my whole house only leaving me watching an empty doorway.
I can’t see the red eyed guy anywhere. I turn around and I can’t see Wataru anywhere. ‘W-Was it a dream?’ .. ‘K-Kind of cruel dream if it was..’ I felt sad, cold and lonely.
I take a quick wash on the shower and go to my bedroom. As I put the light on I see him there, I can see Wataru with his beautiful eyes half open and looking at me. I just stood there not knowing what to do. I feared that if I do something or say something he would disappear. The silence was killing me, but he broke it eventually. “Thanks for saving my life.. Saga” he looked at me sadly, but still thankful. The silence came once more between us, but this time I broke it. “Will you disappear..?” I said silently not looking at him. I heard few foot steps and felt a hand on my right cheek. He turned my face to meet his. He looked at my eyes and spoke up “No.. if you don’t want to, I wont”. I looked up to his eyes and saw warm in them “Is that a promise?” I made a little chuckle. He smiled to me “Of course”.
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Sorry no smut in this one xP
or if we even can call it smut LOL
it came out too long.. LOL.. it's longest fanfic i have ever made O__O
see for it yourself when i put the second half too *chuckle*
anyway have i watched too much of fantasy movies and animes X'D *LOL*
oh yeah btw Angie this is the one i started writing first..
I found it 8'D and i finished it.. YAY~!