Alright, sometimes when I look over through the characters at
dear_mun I see people who play the characters I play. And then right away I feel all disgusted with myself because I'm looking at these characters and going "wait...so-and-so wouldn't do that or react that way." It makes me feel like a snob or an elitist or something.
However, it just doesn't make the feeling go away because I still sit here thinking that maybe I'm portraying the character a little better than that. It's probably a little silly to be thinking this when life has been so busy that I've been a little AWOL at times but UGH. And really, that is the best description there is for that. Just UGH. It perfectly describes how I feel about the situation in the simple letters.
So, I know other people feel this way too but I had to get this out there.
That's all. Don't mind me.