Jun 11, 2010 23:14
Mo is getting slightly worse, she has blood in her urine again and a growth or blood clot in her kidneys, her heart is enlarged and her breathing is becoming labored. Her lungs looked clear and they think the enlarged heart and breathing is due to too much IV fluid at once, so they stopped it.
I'm kind of done now. I am so worried and so spent and nothing we do to fix her seems to be helping and it makes me think that I have hurt her more instead. Alex says I am just being emotional and that the doctors never informed us of the possibilities of these things happening, so I should not blame myself and that we should continue to do what we can to keep Mo going and healthy as long as it won't be a long term complication or pain for her life.
I just want my sweet kitty back.
Crys