mind games

Apr 29, 2005 09:19

I lust for the wind and the flurry of leaves
and the perfume of flesh on the murderous breeze
to learn from the dark and the voices between
This is my will...
Come to me, my Pale Enchantress
In the moon of the woods we kiss
The principle of Evil
evolution has been recalled
Beneath the spread of a Magickal Aeon
I stand enthralled
...In the whispering forest
C.O.F
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Sometimes, we see thing that are happening to us and can't understand for the life of us why. shyt bricks build, enough to make a house and everything goes sour, and nothing you can put into words can explain why it just happened. now maybe i'm the first to look at it like this... but there's a flipside to that coin. Sometimes, good things happen..instead of 'sh/t', a pile of 'gift wrapped presents' lands in your lap (i.e. you meet someone, you visit somewhere, something incredible takes over).. and for the life of you - you can't understand why... so a part of you automatically assumes that whatever it is that's happening to you can't be real. The reason being because its too good to be true. That kind of outlook I've seen a lot of people take on. They're confused, they've been through shyt..to much of it, and they can't trust others hardly. I'll admit to being a part of that group - in the past. The truth is what real is real... how you look at it doesn't change its potency. when someone loves you, its real. when someone takes someone you love away from you - its real. and there's more. my goal is make you see it my way!
i've said it just like this before:

I wish I could just show you with one look what 10,000 words couldn't describe or explain. the things i know..how do i show them? people are people my dad always says (he says it and i always think "no sh*t, sherlock!) .. if i could just reach into the air and pull out the secrets i hold like mystical fireflies cupped in my hands..release them and watch your ethereal beautiful face dazzle as they swirl and spin around you, showing her the very things that nobody knows..yet they're right in front of our faces..things that once you know them, you never cry again when somebody says sh*t to your face, you never look down on your best friends, you realize you can manipulate beauty, people, and words and twist their trashy-selves into mezmerizing origami. With just words you can make someone beautiful. With new eyes you can discover things everyone overlooked. With words and one look u can make someone shine for ours and pulsate to everyone who looks at them (bystanders wonder why that person looks so good, smiles so great - and neither of them know you're the cause). but u just keep on walking and smiling to yourself cuz u know u made them radiate. With words, a look and a gesture, you can make someone remember you for as long as you want..you can even make them forget you the minute u walk away.. as though u never met..and u got the info u needed from them and they just don't have a clue. They're not tapped in and don't think fast..nowhere near fast enough..
you only live once..better make it fun, beautiful, worthwhile, and magical.. its like i usually say

"nothing is perfect but we can make it damn* close if we try,"

i'll show you things you never dreamed could be real except in mystic imaginary day-dreams of scented love-tales you get made fun of or laughed at for thinking. everybody gets beat down..its about time to show you every trick to get back up.

this is the sh*t that goes on behind the scenes..this is the unseen stuff...but every movie has 2000 people working behind the set. Every second u live, there's thousands of unseen forces working to make everything happen.. the thought that you want to go check the mail (could be good or bad), that thought that u want to take a shower first (could be good or bad), the thought in the guy's head thats speeding down the road saying he can make the red light (could be good or bad)..if u check the mail then he'll hit u..u take a shower..u live.. who puts those thoughts in your head? .its not coincedence that they all tie in together.. its thousands of things "behind the scenes". but i've learned (and learning) to control that too, and then everything is a lit stage with celestial spotlights and less and less can go wrong. u only live once so im going to live better than most people. you'll see wut im talking about munster.. we'll call it.. "unseen magic".. overtime u'll see things before they happen too. you'll smile longer, see people better.. you'll look at someone you love more than anything and want to love them even MORE..and you will!! you'll push the limits and f*ckin desimate them.. anything's possible! ..lol suddenly the ordinary is not so ordinary. most can only take this kind of news in doses..its a lot to handle..so i'll give a little at a time..

i can see auras now..pretty scary! im starting to be able to feel when someone is thinking about something specific..can't read the thoughts..but i feel them like heat-waves.. maybe thats why people have the nerve to say i'm "too good to be true"..lol
Its only 10:00am and its friday - i gotta go.

Meet me in a dream valley
-Eddie (Perseus)
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