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If there is one thing that I am good at, it is self destruction.
Just when I think I can't make things worse. Just when I think I am in control, I can't be any further from it. I am losing my mind and everything I have is going with it. I need help. I make appointments and then I can't seem to get myself to them. I need so much help. It is now a habit to warn everyone within a 5 foot radius of myself that I am crazy and to talk to me with caution. Most people think I am joking when I warn them of my insanity. No, mental illness is not an act in a movie people...it happens. It has happened to me. I am getting worse every day. Every day. Every day it gets worse. I don't know what to do anymore. My moments of almost being normal are getting few and far between. I am litteraly going insane and nobody seems to understand what the hell I am talking about.
Just when I think I can't make things worse. Just when I think I am in control, I can't be any further from it. I am losing my mind and everything I have is going with it. I need help. I make appointments and then I can't seem to get myself to them. I need so much help. It is now a habit to warn everyone within a 5 foot radius of myself that I am crazy and to talk to me with caution. Most people think I am joking when I warn them of my insanity. No, mental illness is not an act in a movie people...it happens. It has happened to me. I am getting worse every day. Every day. Every day it gets worse. I don't know what to do anymore. My moments of almost being normal are getting few and far between. I am litteraly going insane and nobody seems to understand what the hell I am talking about.