Illness
They say that you are not supposed to blame other people for your problems. The only one responsible is you, right? I think that people that insist on that only have good people in their lives. This is the assumption that we are raised by good parents and we learn to get into healthy relationships.
I have been doing a lot of self analyzing lately. Where did I go wrong? When did I go wrong? Why the hell did I go wrong? Amazingly the answer is, almost everywhere, all of the time, because I am a crazy person.
I seriously feel like there are points in my life that I have no control over at all. In the instances where I almost had control...I made the wrong choices anyway.
I wish all of the people that judge me could live in my head for one day. I am not a negative person though. I am often quite positive. I have goals and plans. I have energy and excitement for the future...then there are the days/weeks/months/years where I can't see past the tip of my nose.
I have been doing a lot of self analyzing lately. Where did I go wrong? When did I go wrong? Why the hell did I go wrong? Amazingly the answer is, almost everywhere, all of the time, because I am a crazy person.
I seriously feel like there are points in my life that I have no control over at all. In the instances where I almost had control...I made the wrong choices anyway.
I wish all of the people that judge me could live in my head for one day. I am not a negative person though. I am often quite positive. I have goals and plans. I have energy and excitement for the future...then there are the days/weeks/months/years where I can't see past the tip of my nose.