another sunday afternoon

[negundo]

this one is unlike the past months.
i miss staying in bed for teh day with him.
such a conforting feeling.
its nice to find someone who can make me smile.
who can make me laugh.
but times achanging.
sometimes the saying "too good to be true" are excatly that.
so sad, but times change.
we move on.
we get used to the happy place we once lived in and adjust to our new surroundings.
yes, live long and happy.
do not dwell in the past.
live for tomorrow.
and that is what i will do.
get my old self back, what ever that was.
just another hurdle life throws at us.
we get the strength to stand up and move on.
and that i will do.
nice to have different spices once in a while.
but today is a new one.
a new sunday.
soon a new year.

last year this time it was very different.
no money.
no phone.
no food.
no internet.
no car.
no tv.
what a year it has been.
i can only think this year will be even more.
can not be worst.

so live for tommorow.
don't look back.
keep moving.
smile.

later daze!