hmmm, how very curious...
1. Whats interesting about you is that I'm convinced your skin is just a shell and inside holds more then just you, but 10 other people. You have a lot of everything inside and it's hard to keep up with at times. It feels like I am always discovering something about or from you and it's amazing. I have never Appreciated learning so much before you were the one teaching me. If I was on a see-saw, you are the only person that could get on the other end and place me right in the middle. There is more then love, there is friendship, trust, and the feeling of being protected from anything that could potentially hurt or distroy me in this life and beyond. "Our Love was made, like a Starbuck's chain, and we're taking over this neighborhood." - Peeping tom
2. You took me from such a dark place and lit it up so vibrantly for a very long time. We had so much in common, more so our humor and it brought us together perfectly. You made me feel beautiful for the first time in my life and I learned how to love and trust the right way starting from you. Lending me your family so that I could understand that relationship as well, you made me a whole person. Towards the end, we both fucked eachother royally. Opposite ends of the spectrum kept us from knowing eachother any further and our bond sank like the titanic. However, we will always love eachother, we were eachother's first for everything and that in itself will make us never forget. I will never forget, I think of you everyday (and I'm not being cliche I seriously do) I miss you being around and when we see eachother I know we can pick up where we left off even if just friendship is the next step. I love you Clarence***
3. Me and you have shared soooooo much. At 14 you helped me further my cigarette habit, get a little more boy-crazy, change the way I dressed (because I insisted on wearing all of your clothes), and got me drunk a couple more times then I probably normally would have. You were my bestfriend. Before you girls would talk behind my back but pretend to my friend infront of my face. Before you I didn't want any more friends because I felt cheated all together. But you were honest, if I was being annoying or stupid you told me and I stopped. We were perfect puzzle pieces for many years. Our peices have shifted a bit now a days and we don't fit together as well as we use to but every once in a while we get it back and it feels amazing. Just two weeks ago, it was like I had a bestfriend for a night. Not in the depressing sence either, it all made me feel really good to hang out with you. I think your true, kind, and real. One day , even if it's for only a day, I look forward to meshing with you again. "we are the nobodies"
4. I could write a novel on you and how I felt/feel about you. Actually I have thought about it and I'm sure if I did it would put me right on the Opra show because our story is a made for tv movie. I have been pricked, loved, lost, and shined on by you. In the beginning, we were both in dark places, and bringing those two places together made it impossible for either one of us to see what was in front of our faces. Infatuation and love really belong on a narrow cliff together because it is so hard to tell them apart and even now I can't tell which one it was that made me so crazy. Years later in our "salvage" phase I think we were both holding on to what we once had but tried to change it for the better. It couldn't happen obviously. We both had changed to much and I just wasn't still in the right place. I don't know if I will ever be in the perfect place to be with you actually. We are together the two people that can love eachother unconditionally, but never be together romantically. I don't know why yet, I have the answer, just no recollection on how I got there. I think we will always be connected, and if things change, I feel like we will somehow know and come back together for another try. I might be wrong, but this is how I feel. For now though, you are my friend. And even though I am neglegent, I cherish you. I enjoy watching things progress in your life and I wish you the best. I will always love/care for you, even if it's just at a distance. "this is how you remind me of what I really am"
5. Your going to die a very sad and lonely man. You have pushed everyone away with your malice. I have hated you for so many years. The hate is starting to die down. Maybe because I am growing. When you die, I don't think I will cry but it will hurt. You have always hurt me, in life and possibly maybe in death. I have nothing to give to you except my deepest sympathy, because even now i know that you wake up, go through out the day, and sleep alone and I'm sorry.
You are truly the cowardly lion... and I am your daughter.
2. You took me from such a dark place and lit it up so vibrantly for a very long time. We had so much in common, more so our humor and it brought us together perfectly. You made me feel beautiful for the first time in my life and I learned how to love and trust the right way starting from you. Lending me your family so that I could understand that relationship as well, you made me a whole person. Towards the end, we both fucked eachother royally. Opposite ends of the spectrum kept us from knowing eachother any further and our bond sank like the titanic. However, we will always love eachother, we were eachother's first for everything and that in itself will make us never forget. I will never forget, I think of you everyday (and I'm not being cliche I seriously do) I miss you being around and when we see eachother I know we can pick up where we left off even if just friendship is the next step. I love you Clarence***
3. Me and you have shared soooooo much. At 14 you helped me further my cigarette habit, get a little more boy-crazy, change the way I dressed (because I insisted on wearing all of your clothes), and got me drunk a couple more times then I probably normally would have. You were my bestfriend. Before you girls would talk behind my back but pretend to my friend infront of my face. Before you I didn't want any more friends because I felt cheated all together. But you were honest, if I was being annoying or stupid you told me and I stopped. We were perfect puzzle pieces for many years. Our peices have shifted a bit now a days and we don't fit together as well as we use to but every once in a while we get it back and it feels amazing. Just two weeks ago, it was like I had a bestfriend for a night. Not in the depressing sence either, it all made me feel really good to hang out with you. I think your true, kind, and real. One day , even if it's for only a day, I look forward to meshing with you again. "we are the nobodies"
4. I could write a novel on you and how I felt/feel about you. Actually I have thought about it and I'm sure if I did it would put me right on the Opra show because our story is a made for tv movie. I have been pricked, loved, lost, and shined on by you. In the beginning, we were both in dark places, and bringing those two places together made it impossible for either one of us to see what was in front of our faces. Infatuation and love really belong on a narrow cliff together because it is so hard to tell them apart and even now I can't tell which one it was that made me so crazy. Years later in our "salvage" phase I think we were both holding on to what we once had but tried to change it for the better. It couldn't happen obviously. We both had changed to much and I just wasn't still in the right place. I don't know if I will ever be in the perfect place to be with you actually. We are together the two people that can love eachother unconditionally, but never be together romantically. I don't know why yet, I have the answer, just no recollection on how I got there. I think we will always be connected, and if things change, I feel like we will somehow know and come back together for another try. I might be wrong, but this is how I feel. For now though, you are my friend. And even though I am neglegent, I cherish you. I enjoy watching things progress in your life and I wish you the best. I will always love/care for you, even if it's just at a distance. "this is how you remind me of what I really am"
5. Your going to die a very sad and lonely man. You have pushed everyone away with your malice. I have hated you for so many years. The hate is starting to die down. Maybe because I am growing. When you die, I don't think I will cry but it will hurt. You have always hurt me, in life and possibly maybe in death. I have nothing to give to you except my deepest sympathy, because even now i know that you wake up, go through out the day, and sleep alone and I'm sorry.
You are truly the cowardly lion... and I am your daughter.