You do it to yourself...

[neenjacowboy]

I'm tired.

I don't have my thumbnails done.

I don't know what happened to my word lists.

My guache wash-off test didn't work out so well, so I'm going to have to attempt the illustration due Tuesday on blind faith.

I'm thinking of skipping school tomorrow, just to avoid the stress from multimedia class, and so I can work on that illustration.

..... I always think that I'm going to be fine when I'm using my time for other things -- like babysitting or going to free museum day or going to eat lunch with friends or getting groceries or buying art supplies. I really just need to stay the fuck in my apartment, buckle down and work.

I stress myself out too much. It's all my own damn fault.

G'night. :(