Hoping for just this
1. I'm looking forward to days alone with Jacob on a train. We were apart for so long that I can't bear to have him out of reach for more than a minute. At least before I could last a day or so when he was at his parish. Now I'm afraid he'll vanish on me. Too many things in my life fade in and out as it is.
2. Once we get to the end of the train ride, we'll know if following the shades was the right thing to do. We'll find out what happened to Yevgeni's pack and see what we can do to help those who remain. I'm told that's what I'm meant for. I'd bloody well like to know if it's true.
3. Going home. Home meaning the compound in Massachusetts so Orla can tease me about not losing Jacob again. Home so we can make love in our big bed. Home so we can make love near the clearing and tell that old bitch that I did what she wanted and she should bloody well be clearer next time.
Home so we can build a life. A family That's what I want more than anything.
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2. Once we get to the end of the train ride, we'll know if following the shades was the right thing to do. We'll find out what happened to Yevgeni's pack and see what we can do to help those who remain. I'm told that's what I'm meant for. I'd bloody well like to know if it's true.
3. Going home. Home meaning the compound in Massachusetts so Orla can tease me about not losing Jacob again. Home so we can make love in our big bed. Home so we can make love near the clearing and tell that old bitch that I did what she wanted and she should bloody well be clearer next time.
Home so we can build a life. A family That's what I want more than anything.
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