"All work no play may make Jake a dull boy, but all work no God has left Jake was a lost soul ..."
Friggin Hello!
I must say I do love making someone laugh. When someone laughs they light up and it's like for those few seconds they don't care about a thing. It seems like that would make someone fell good, well laughing makes me feel good anyway. I laughed so hard this weekend I fell out of my chair and was in tears on the floor ... I love moments like that I must say. Anyway, my life is pretty werid right now - I got just so much on my mind and each one of those things wants to dominant my thoughts but I can't focus on one thing or I'll mess up. I wish it didn't seem like I had so much on my sholders right now ... I'm 16 and almost as stressed as some adults over stuff that isn't even that important. Like school ... It isn't worth the self destruction we bring over ourseleves with stress - it really isnt ... but then again I'm the laziest semi-smart person in the world which makes me dumb and careless but oh well. I physically hurt from distress at this moment yet I have some joy in the back of my head for some reason ... but my heart hurts from stress it is strange. And I don't feel like anything is telling me I'm alright and that I can do it -- I feel for some reason really isolated and uninspired. I'm going to try and do some work maybe that will make me feel better ... maybe.
I must say I do love making someone laugh. When someone laughs they light up and it's like for those few seconds they don't care about a thing. It seems like that would make someone fell good, well laughing makes me feel good anyway. I laughed so hard this weekend I fell out of my chair and was in tears on the floor ... I love moments like that I must say. Anyway, my life is pretty werid right now - I got just so much on my mind and each one of those things wants to dominant my thoughts but I can't focus on one thing or I'll mess up. I wish it didn't seem like I had so much on my sholders right now ... I'm 16 and almost as stressed as some adults over stuff that isn't even that important. Like school ... It isn't worth the self destruction we bring over ourseleves with stress - it really isnt ... but then again I'm the laziest semi-smart person in the world which makes me dumb and careless but oh well. I physically hurt from distress at this moment yet I have some joy in the back of my head for some reason ... but my heart hurts from stress it is strange. And I don't feel like anything is telling me I'm alright and that I can do it -- I feel for some reason really isolated and uninspired. I'm going to try and do some work maybe that will make me feel better ... maybe.