Bastard...

Jun 15, 2003 21:54

He did it again! Bastard! How could he!!!
He was my friend in High-School, my best friend, in fact. He stopped talking to me one day out of the blue. No matter what I tried he would not speak to me at all. He ignored me in the hallway, he refused to even acknowledge I was there. It hurt so much because I actually felt something for him.

Years later we came in touch again, and he couldn't tell me why he had so blatantly dumped our friendship. However, we decided to pick up where we left off, and after that I never mentioned his abandoning me ever again. We went out a few times, as friends, and we e-mailed each other every once in a while. I moved to Germany and we still talked. Sometimes I would get afraid that he was going to dissapear again, but then I'd say to myself that he wouldn't do it again.

Well, he did. I tried to e-mail to him and it didn't go through. He's e-mail isn't operating anymore. He never wrote to me to tell me that he had changed it nor anything. It may sound like it's no big deal, but it is. 'Cause my feelings never changed, but I never tried anything because he had a girlfriend and I was happy just having him as a friend. And he did it again, he disapeared. I don't even know why.

I hate him, I would whish he died but I don't hate him enough. I can't even wish anything bad on him. I can't even curse him out! Aarghh!!!

Worst part is, if he comes back, I'll forgive him again.

I really hate this guy.
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