Blast it
I met this guy day before yesterday at the club. Well, actually I've known him since I got here. He's so sweet and we share a lot of interests. Well, we decided to date, which isn't a problem, in fact, I was very happy with it. Except that now I'm feeling suffocated. It's happened before, I can't help myself. I'll be crazy about someone and then this fear comes over me and I want to call it quits. Someone told me it was because I need to be in control all the time, and it's getting in the way of my relationships. Blast it all, it's happening again, and this time it's sooner. At this rate I'll die alone (which curiously doesn't bother me.)
Maybe I'm more suited for one-night stands, but my morals won't allow that. *sigh* Maybe I'm just supposed to not have someone like that in my life. (And now that I think about it, it doesn't bother me, either.)
Maybe I'm more suited for one-night stands, but my morals won't allow that. *sigh* Maybe I'm just supposed to not have someone like that in my life. (And now that I think about it, it doesn't bother me, either.)