Did I miss something here?...confused and hurt

[necromantix]

I was reading my best friends journal today, because I needed to catch up on peoples lives, who i seem to be no part of anymore, and I found myself so upset i was in tears, i didnt know this was how she felt, but they are afterall just words, and i hope when she returns that she will talk to me about what she is feeling, instead of posting it

Comments

[iwantamisfit]

I care about you jezzica and i miss you a lot. I saw someone who looked like you at walmart and i was fixing to run over there but then i remembered you got your hair cut lol. Don't be sad...people still care about you a lot. and if not, I love you and I miss you so don't forget that. You are like my sister and I won't ever forget about my sister. Now I hope you have a good day, if you don't, I'm going to come over to hartsville and kick your butt. ;)

love,
lisa

[necromantix]

aye aye captain...thanks love, that offer to come out here is still open

[mylifesacircus]

I'm trying to figure out what i said that hurt you. All i had said was that it wasn't meant to be, because you have to admit, it wasn't. It was a trial and error sort of thing.

As for the things i left unmentioned? Things about myself that i learned.

Tell Taylor i'd like to talk to him when i get back, face to face, not over AIM. And please don't let other people read my journal entries? They're locked for a reason.

[necromantix]

*cuts*...i dont know what to do anymore i seem to fuck up everything...most of all our friendship...I'm sorry that i showed him, i didnt know how to feel about it...i will tell him...

[mylifesacircus]

You don't fuck everything up. You and i need to talk, i feel like we're missing something by talking online. I already talked to Taylor about it, and we're ok.

Jezzzi poo

[mrsblupinberry]

My Jezzica!!! I get so excited when you post and then its like ohhh sad someones being a bitch to Jezzica. I miss talking to you, meaning youre the only one i can talk to. I hope that things get better for you cause i love you love and just remember you can do whatever your heart desires dont let them stop them. :) You know the number if you need me

Re: Jezzzi poo

[mrsblupinberry]

*dont let them stop you, you know what I meant

[sylent_assassin]

youll always be apart of my memory at the least i mean shit how do you forget the hott blonde/greenishblue haired chick you met sitting in your friends dorm that was wearing nothing but a towel and a blow dryer and like i say "your as beautiful as you portray yourself in life" and id like to add another quote of mine to this
"Fuck conformatity, Fuck Religion, and most and Formost Fuck the popular consensus on who we ARE< WANNA BE < AND SHOULD BE cause im MEEEEE and i DOPNT give a shit" bwahahahahahahahahaahahaa love ya sweety

[necromantix]

thanks Burke...much love..

teh great one...me

[beautyofanangel]

hey there jezzica, this is my new livejournal name :) love you