May 18, 2004 04:44
Man I feel like shit I really do I don't really undersand it though i feel like every day that I'm here is just another day im taking up more space its almost like I was flying up hill every thing was going my way for a change i was doing good in school i was semi happy and then I started raging toward the ground i mean the way I feel right now its almost like im being completely sucked through the earth into a dark small hot place and i can see a tiny bit of light at the end of a narrow tunnel but every time i reach for the walls to pull myself up i slpi further and further down its not going to be too much longer ....goodnight