May 04, 2004 22:29
well here i am im 18 getting out of school on may 29th and really have no clue as to what the hell is going on im not too sure myself, i broke up with jacob beacuse he was too fucken clingy and way too obsesive about unhealthy habbits and i dont really want to move to california with some one i had only been with for three months i mean i know i had to have hurt him but i really couldent help it but me and Tristan (new bf) are quite happy ive talked to Jacob a couple times hes happy and doing alright and im happy for him, Oh im also on home bound and its alot better than waking up at 6:30 every morning to go sit in a shit hole for six hours i mean i know i will eventualy have to do that but hopefully not for too long , well any way im going to go goodnight to all my prettys ! i love you all bye bye