frustrated
im here right now frustrated with so much. this group project is getting on my freakin nerves. why must i always be the one with the comp skills in the group. powerpoint is easy but so tedious. i almost have it to what i want. another thing that pisses me off is that when this group project started it was 5 of us and now its down to 2 of us. pisses me off.
i got drunk last night and did way too much stupid shit. u see im a happy drunk so i dont wallow in my sorrow but last night i ended up callin zenaida. why did i do that, becuz im a curious motherfucker. yesterday we spoke about maybe getting back together but it was left undone. well to make a long story short i called her and who knows wat stupid shit i said but now she is mad at me so im a dumbass.
i also called my best friend rat. i confessed my feelings for my ex to him. that was not cool of me to do.
dont u hate it when ur trying to watch something but whenever u try something happens and u cant watch it? thats been happening to me. i have the grudge on bootleg and everytime i try watching it i cant cuz something happens. most recent was that i was trying to watch it when my brother wanted to play halo 2 so i couldnt turn down a good game of halo 2.
right now im here just sitting down typing thinking to myself of alot of things. frustrations always get to me. right now im just trying to get through the day without calling my ex cuz she said not to talk to her for the rest of the day. thats gonna be hard cuz i love hearing her voice. always brings a smile to my face. im gonna be strong and ill get thru it. damn she just signed back on... be cool fern be cool.
i got drunk last night and did way too much stupid shit. u see im a happy drunk so i dont wallow in my sorrow but last night i ended up callin zenaida. why did i do that, becuz im a curious motherfucker. yesterday we spoke about maybe getting back together but it was left undone. well to make a long story short i called her and who knows wat stupid shit i said but now she is mad at me so im a dumbass.
i also called my best friend rat. i confessed my feelings for my ex to him. that was not cool of me to do.
dont u hate it when ur trying to watch something but whenever u try something happens and u cant watch it? thats been happening to me. i have the grudge on bootleg and everytime i try watching it i cant cuz something happens. most recent was that i was trying to watch it when my brother wanted to play halo 2 so i couldnt turn down a good game of halo 2.
right now im here just sitting down typing thinking to myself of alot of things. frustrations always get to me. right now im just trying to get through the day without calling my ex cuz she said not to talk to her for the rest of the day. thats gonna be hard cuz i love hearing her voice. always brings a smile to my face. im gonna be strong and ill get thru it. damn she just signed back on... be cool fern be cool.