blinded to change by angelic wings
How many ways can you tell the one person u care most about that u still want to be with them? would they listen? would they even care?
how can u correct all the mistakes from the past?
what if u fail once again?
what if words of sorrow and depression fall upon deafen ears?
my life has changed in the past 3 months. i have loved and seen it leave me. i have experienced many changes from my way of looking at life. everything is different. nothing is the same. NOTHING.
i have now learned to love life to the fullest. i love myself now. i am happy with myself. i owe a great debt to the person who taught me that going thru life meloncholly is not good. being ashamed of who u r is not a good way to live.
i have accepted who i am and i now know myself. i am not the same person i was a year ago. that person is dead and buried never to be ressurrected again.
if i were asked a year ago if angels and muses exist i would have said hell no. i was a cynic and a apathetic person then. i blamed god and myself for not getting a chance to be happy.
today i stand here and say that i have seen and angel, i have met a muse. hard to believe that a person with disdain and blackness in heart can sit here and say that.
the angel i met was my gf for three months. i experienced many things in that time. she inspired me and taught me valuable lessons of love and life. she was a muse. she inspired me to better myself.
once i lost her i felt as if my life was over. i now know that life happens within many moments intertwined to make a living entity.
yes i still want to be with her more than seeing the sun rise and set. she is the only one i have opened up to.
i was once a puzzle wrapped in an enigma. now i am an open canvas wanting to let creativity flow.
i owe everything i am to her.
she is the only person i ever trully loved.
that one great love in life that every has.
i care about her deeply and wish to hold her once again.
to the one that entered my life and changed me, i thank you with all my heart.
i wish to one day look in eyes and let u know how much u trully mean to me.
until that day comes, i will hold u to the greatest of esteem.
you are the greatest person i have ever come across.
now is u ask me if ive seen and angel, i will reply with a great big smile and say that yes ive seen an angel and i loved her.
how can u correct all the mistakes from the past?
what if u fail once again?
what if words of sorrow and depression fall upon deafen ears?
my life has changed in the past 3 months. i have loved and seen it leave me. i have experienced many changes from my way of looking at life. everything is different. nothing is the same. NOTHING.
i have now learned to love life to the fullest. i love myself now. i am happy with myself. i owe a great debt to the person who taught me that going thru life meloncholly is not good. being ashamed of who u r is not a good way to live.
i have accepted who i am and i now know myself. i am not the same person i was a year ago. that person is dead and buried never to be ressurrected again.
if i were asked a year ago if angels and muses exist i would have said hell no. i was a cynic and a apathetic person then. i blamed god and myself for not getting a chance to be happy.
today i stand here and say that i have seen and angel, i have met a muse. hard to believe that a person with disdain and blackness in heart can sit here and say that.
the angel i met was my gf for three months. i experienced many things in that time. she inspired me and taught me valuable lessons of love and life. she was a muse. she inspired me to better myself.
once i lost her i felt as if my life was over. i now know that life happens within many moments intertwined to make a living entity.
yes i still want to be with her more than seeing the sun rise and set. she is the only one i have opened up to.
i was once a puzzle wrapped in an enigma. now i am an open canvas wanting to let creativity flow.
i owe everything i am to her.
she is the only person i ever trully loved.
that one great love in life that every has.
i care about her deeply and wish to hold her once again.
to the one that entered my life and changed me, i thank you with all my heart.
i wish to one day look in eyes and let u know how much u trully mean to me.
until that day comes, i will hold u to the greatest of esteem.
you are the greatest person i have ever come across.
now is u ask me if ive seen and angel, i will reply with a great big smile and say that yes ive seen an angel and i loved her.