She calls me and cries.... my god dude, you call yourself a man..you're a bitch. Men don't do shit like that. I'm not gonna talk shit and threaten to kill you but god as my witness I'd love to...

I just feel like saying to no one in general. I now have a job..its cool..finally some money but just theres so much emptiness in my life..i hate knowing mikayla is so sick and all this shit happening to her..she doesnt deserve it..i dont deserve my crap either...I guess ill just work like a dog..save some money and go somewhere..i need a hug...or ( Read more... )

Your IQ Is 105
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I just feel like crying....rhymes with Dying..I might feel like that too. Well Again I do not get a job I am more than qualified for and experienced for. what the fuck people...why wont anyone hire me ( Read more... )

fuck it...im just not gonna write in my LJ anymore ( Read more... )

I dont think I 'fall for every girl I see' thats an unfair statement. Just because of 4 girls I've thought about in the recent past. Only one i'm slightly heartbroken over cause I thought something could have happened but they were harmless crushes with me thinking "we have a lot in common. Perhaps something could happen." its nothing different ( Read more... )

fuck! the last post was supposed to say "i will not pursue because i know im not HER type"

The more I sit here the more i think about things...and that's usually not good cause then i get depressed, Well too late I already am..love is another thing that gets to me. People tell me "no dude you dont want love, love sucks." but people who say that are people who have been hurt before...I've been hurt many times by being rejected in public ( Read more... )

I don't know. Friends are people you're supposed to hang out with. My friends I really dont...they both work a lot and out schedules clash but when one has time she goes to her dads or has other stuff to do..the other one gets free time..we make plans sorta way in advance to go see Star Wars and she said she would..now i ask if she still wants to ( Read more... )