Aug 10, 2010 10:29
Yesterday was day one of the Whole30 challenge and I failed on my first day. I did not give much thought or effort in the process of getting prepared, just jumped up and said "oh I can do that!" Today I am actually going to go to the store and do some planning for it since it is something I would really like to try. I had no sodas yesterday and have been drinking nothing but water and I am taking slimquick on top of the diet plan.
I am on the path of discovering God the way I should instead of doing it because I have nothing else to do, so I am going to re-name my livejournal page and start posting a little more on what I read. I am not a saint reborn nor do I plan on just posting about it, I am still me and I will do things that are out of the ordinary but at least they will be for a purpose instead of personal amusment. I will start living my life according to His Will and things I do will have meaning.
I no longer will complain about what I don't have and what I don't do and feel envious of the people I love because they have something or do something that I don't. I will feel glad that they are blessed enough to be able to do/have it and instead of being sad or depressed, I will embrace what I do have. I have God in my life, I have 2 beautiful children, and a family that loves me, no matter how disfunctional we are.
I am going to get off my butt and do something about how crappy I think things are for me because it is like The Teacher said "Crops don't grow by standing around looking at the sun."